It's 9 days to the land of free!
But.........
I cannot help but to feel anxious about it! I was very excited but I guess as the days come nearer, I'm feeling more nervous.
What if I don't get to see him?
:(
*finger crossed*
Monday, June 24, 2013
Thursday, June 06, 2013
Extraordinary Human
Woo hoo.....#27 days to USA!!!!
The Venetian Hotel Las Vegas ----- I can't wait :)
Travel in style and in luxury!
American Baseball game --- Badgers vs Giants ( Oh I so can't wait) *excited much*
It will be epic - I'm pretty sure it will be!!!!!
xx
The Venetian Hotel Las Vegas ----- I can't wait :)
Travel in style and in luxury!
American Baseball game --- Badgers vs Giants ( Oh I so can't wait) *excited much*
It will be epic - I'm pretty sure it will be!!!!!
xx
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Are you ok?
I've been struggling with a lot lately! I don't know what I should do or say....
The myriad of emotions I'm going through is just crazy!
I have to be strong for my friends! I cannot be weak and yet at times I just breakdown because I am only human and I too need someone to be there for me!
Countdown #40 days to US!
It's not a dream anymore....it's real!
xx
The myriad of emotions I'm going through is just crazy!
I have to be strong for my friends! I cannot be weak and yet at times I just breakdown because I am only human and I too need someone to be there for me!
Countdown #40 days to US!
It's not a dream anymore....it's real!
xx
Tuesday, May 07, 2013
Heart Attack
I know I cannot babysit him
I know he is a grown man
I know he is more than capable of taking care of himself
I know I will never be the one for him
.......but deep down I still care very much and I can't seem to let you go!
A Little Too Not Over You"
I know he is a grown man
I know he is more than capable of taking care of himself
I know I will never be the one for him
.......but deep down I still care very much and I can't seem to let you go!
A Little Too Not Over You"
Oohhhh oh, oh..
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..
USA ----> 57 days!!!!! Woot woot
Monday, April 29, 2013
Friday, April 26, 2013
Shitty Day
I don't ever recall feeling this shitty! I also don't recall someone ever making me feel like this ever....
This effect is indescribable! The emotional turmoil is crazy! I feel betrayed, hurt, disappointment, pain...everything!
I can't believe I allowed myself to be this vulnerable. Now I feel like my heart has just broken into a million pieces. It's hard to not even think about it..
What have you done to me???!??
This effect is indescribable! The emotional turmoil is crazy! I feel betrayed, hurt, disappointment, pain...everything!
I can't believe I allowed myself to be this vulnerable. Now I feel like my heart has just broken into a million pieces. It's hard to not even think about it..
What have you done to me???!??
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Challenge
Goshhhh......I gotta take the 21 days challenge more seriously! I can't give in just like this...
*SCREAMS*
You have no idea how all this is making me feel....you absolutely have NO freaking idea do you?!?
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*SCREAMS*
You have no idea how all this is making me feel....you absolutely have NO freaking idea do you?!?
...................................
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Have some balls!!!!
Oh C'mmon....please just get your shit together and be a man!!!!
Gahhhh....men = fail!
Really NO TALENT!
#gfn
Gahhhh....men = fail!
Really NO TALENT!
#gfn
Monday, April 15, 2013
Psychedelic Neon Retro Bash
I had an absolutely awesome time celebrating my birthday! Besides the vague memory of cutting my own cake and the lost Iphone scare, it was an EPIC night! Everyone has loadssss of fun and it was simply a memorable party nonetheless. Couldn't had done it without my gorgeous party planners - Amanda & Aida. Love y'all to bits! xoxoxo
79 days to US!!!!! Woot woot......
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Throwback Thursday
Friday, April 05, 2013
Flasback Friday
Ahhh.....Italy is my favourite country thus far after Brazil!! Still get can't it off my mind even though it has been 6 months since my visit. It still feels like yesterday! I simply love the scenery, the architecture, the people and even the food...
Gotta go back soon....seems like I just want to travel everywhere around the world :(
Next up USA in 89 days....Wooooo hooo I can't wait :)
xoxo
Tuesday, April 02, 2013
NZ calling again.....
Woke up today feeling that I miss NZ too much! Should I go in December for Christmas? Hmmmm...
I'm so tempted.
:(
I'm so tempted.
:(
Monday, April 01, 2013
Grow the F*#@ up!
Whatever happen happened in the past! By letting yourself in this state or having some phobias will only fuck up your next relationship! Being a commitment phobic is one thing but being a charmer and sweet talking girls into falling for you and then after leaving them hanging like this is simply NOT cool.
All I can say is move on and let it go! Don't keep this inside. It will eventually eat you up someday!
It's not like everyday you meet an awesome and perfect girl for you......
Oh well, it's your loss! What can I say?
You will grow old being lonely and by then it will be too late! I'm sorry buddy!
All I can say is move on and let it go! Don't keep this inside. It will eventually eat you up someday!
It's not like everyday you meet an awesome and perfect girl for you......
Oh well, it's your loss! What can I say?
You will grow old being lonely and by then it will be too late! I'm sorry buddy!
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Never say never
Have you ever felt like you've just known someone but yet feel like you've known them for like FOREVER? This is exactly how I feel together with Robin, Garima & Aben! I'm so glad I got to know them and within such a short time we all hit it off like a house on fire :)
I miss them very much because after spending an entire week with them, I'm back to my daily routine now! At times it feels like I'm suffering from some sort of withdrawal symptoms. LOL!
Can't wait to see Robin and Garima this Sat and have an epic birthday celebration for him. Double black on the way buddy!
Monday, March 25, 2013
Auckland
Why I stop blogging about NZ / Auckland anymore is because perhaps there are just some memories of that place that can never be forgotten! Some of it just too painful! Don't get me wrong I love NZ and Auckland has literally become my 3rd home away from home after Brazil but sometimes I try to block all the memories I had there in order to be less hurt. Maybe it's about time I create some new memories of NZ. Doing the things I've always wanted to do ie: Bungy jumping, Sky diving etc.
I wanna visit places I've never been too ie: Wellington, Rotorua, Napier, Tauranga, Paihia, 99 mile beach, Whangarei etc.
At times I feel like I've wasted all my trips because I never really made good use of it. I guess I could be the champion visitor of all malls in Auckland? I've been to Sylvia Park, Westfield Manukau, Dressmart Onehunga, Albany Town Centre, Westfield Albany, Westgate Mall, Britomart, Newmarket, Takapuna....Wow seems like a lot!
I've visited NZ 4 times now and I still find myself falling in love with that place over and over again every time I'm there.
Maybe I'll blog about my favourite places and restaurants that I've been...
Favourite chill out restaurant - Goode Brothers (Botany Town Centre, Auckland)
Favourite Brazilian restaurant - Wild Fire (Viaduct Harbour. The one in Takapuna really sux bigtime)
Favourite Ribs - Hell's Pizza
Favourite Pancake - Capers restaurant (Dunedin)
Favourite SteakHouse - Broncos Steak House (Manukau, Auckland)
Favourite Redneck-ish restaurant - Lone Star Restaurant
Favourite Brewery - Speight's
Favourite Burger - Fergburger (Queenstown)
Favourite Look out point - One Tree Hill (Auckland)
Favourite lake - Lake Tekapo
Favourite view - Milford Sound
Favourite Historical building - Dunedin Railway Station
Lisa, I know I promised you to return to NZ this year! We will see ok? Gahhh I need a sponsored trip!
Missing Marc too much
xoxo
I wanna visit places I've never been too ie: Wellington, Rotorua, Napier, Tauranga, Paihia, 99 mile beach, Whangarei etc.
At times I feel like I've wasted all my trips because I never really made good use of it. I guess I could be the champion visitor of all malls in Auckland? I've been to Sylvia Park, Westfield Manukau, Dressmart Onehunga, Albany Town Centre, Westfield Albany, Westgate Mall, Britomart, Newmarket, Takapuna....Wow seems like a lot!
I've visited NZ 4 times now and I still find myself falling in love with that place over and over again every time I'm there.
Maybe I'll blog about my favourite places and restaurants that I've been...
Favourite chill out restaurant - Goode Brothers (Botany Town Centre, Auckland)
Favourite Brazilian restaurant - Wild Fire (Viaduct Harbour. The one in Takapuna really sux bigtime)
Favourite Ribs - Hell's Pizza
Favourite Pancake - Capers restaurant (Dunedin)
Favourite SteakHouse - Broncos Steak House (Manukau, Auckland)
Favourite Redneck-ish restaurant - Lone Star Restaurant
Favourite Brewery - Speight's
Favourite Burger - Fergburger (Queenstown)
Favourite Look out point - One Tree Hill (Auckland)
Favourite lake - Lake Tekapo
Favourite view - Milford Sound
Favourite Historical building - Dunedin Railway Station
Lisa, I know I promised you to return to NZ this year! We will see ok? Gahhh I need a sponsored trip!
Missing Marc too much
xoxo
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Countdown
"PS how many days are we at now?"
"107 days. So are you counting down now?"
"No. I don't countdown until under 100.."
Yiiippppeeeeeee!!! It shall be a memorable trip with full of AMAZING & CRAZY stories to tell our grand kids 1 day. LOL.
"107 days. So are you counting down now?"
"No. I don't countdown until under 100.."
Yiiippppeeeeeee!!! It shall be a memorable trip with full of AMAZING & CRAZY stories to tell our grand kids 1 day. LOL.
Monday, March 18, 2013
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Who are you?
Yay! It's official...Booked my flight tickets to see Uncle Sam!
I'm uber excited! Counting down 113 days....
4th July...fireworks....sales!!! :)
So looking forward to Future Music Festival Asia this weekend! It will be EPIC!!!!
and yes at times I look at you and I wonder who are you? Why do I even care...
xoxo
I'm uber excited! Counting down 113 days....
4th July...fireworks....sales!!! :)
So looking forward to Future Music Festival Asia this weekend! It will be EPIC!!!!
and yes at times I look at you and I wonder who are you? Why do I even care...
xoxo
Wednesday, March 06, 2013
Eu nunca amei alguem como te amei
It’s when you finally realize this one
person is someone you can always and want to tell everything to, and you
want to ask and know everything of him as well. It’s when you
actually want to share your life and trust your secrets with this
person; and you can. This someone is the first person you think of when
you’re happy, sad or when something significant happens. This same
person is someone you can call at 1am in the morning and they’d drop
everything to make time for you, staying by you till the sun rises or
you’re better again - as you would for him as well. This person
cares and will listen. Will really listen, giving you their undivided
attention and genuine love; not necessarily every time but any time you
need him. This one person makes your problem their problem and
they go through it together with you just so you don’t have to go
through the pain and tears alone.
I know this very person does exist in my life!
Well....
xoxo
I know this very person does exist in my life!
Well....
xoxo
Tuesday, March 05, 2013
Work hard, play hard and party hard
US visa...Yay!!!
Z: So fill me in. How it all went down?
V: I nailed it of course
Z: Ahh sweet cause u look like no terrorist!
V:.......>_<'
So it's official! I'm going to US :)
I'm dead tired! So many things happened lately and I'm feeling down. I love the people around me and when shit happens to them it affects me! :(
On a another note, I don't want to be just awesome to you. No...lol
Well at least I did cheer you up today. The package arrived so timely when you are down! Glad you "love love love" your ikan bilis :)
Z: So fill me in. How it all went down?
V: I nailed it of course
Z: Ahh sweet cause u look like no terrorist!
V:.......>_<'
So it's official! I'm going to US :)
I'm dead tired! So many things happened lately and I'm feeling down. I love the people around me and when shit happens to them it affects me! :(
On a another note, I don't want to be just awesome to you. No...lol
Well at least I did cheer you up today. The package arrived so timely when you are down! Glad you "love love love" your ikan bilis :)
Sunday, March 03, 2013
24 August
Today after 6 months, I stepped into a place I promised myself that I would never go back!
I couldn't breathe. Just sitting there made me uncomfortable. I never imagine that I could be so badly affected in this way. Memories.... Just too much!
I just wanted to run. I wanna run away from all this. The truth is I can hide my feelings but I can never run away from it!!
Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to act on it!
"I miss u".....
"I miss u too"....
I couldn't breathe. Just sitting there made me uncomfortable. I never imagine that I could be so badly affected in this way. Memories.... Just too much!
I just wanted to run. I wanna run away from all this. The truth is I can hide my feelings but I can never run away from it!!
Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to act on it!
"I miss u".....
"I miss u too"....
Thursday, February 28, 2013
I knew you were trouble!!
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| Professional photo shoot for Company Profile :) |
Crazy week at work but looking forward to the weekend for some girlie time with ma girls!
xoxo
Monday, February 18, 2013
Wednesday, February 06, 2013
Save me San Francisco
150 days to San Francisco, Los Angeles, Las Vegas & Tennessee!!!!!
but the trip would not be complete without visiting these precious people.....ain't going all the way to US and not seeing them...would be just a waste!!!
xoxo
but the trip would not be complete without visiting these precious people.....ain't going all the way to US and not seeing them...would be just a waste!!!
xoxo
Monday, February 04, 2013
Amazeballs
Viber call makes my day esp on a Monday!
So good to hear from him!!
In life some people are just meant to be together and some are meant to be just best friends!
I of course know which category I fall into.
Can't wait 151 days to US!!!
xoxo
So good to hear from him!!
In life some people are just meant to be together and some are meant to be just best friends!
I of course know which category I fall into.
Can't wait 151 days to US!!!
xoxo
Friday, February 01, 2013
These boots are made for walkin
154 countdown to US!
Visa application form done!
Visa application photo done!
Passport renewal photo done!
Now, i just got to renew my passport tomorrow then I can set an appointment with the US embassy and get my visa!
It's not that I'm anxious since I got lots of time to US...I'm worried of the waiting time to get the appointment and then the approval of the visa. I need to buy the air ticket quick in order to get a cheap ticket and in that way I can manage my expenses. After the paying for the visa which is RM520 which I've set aside I can fully concentrate on paying for the air ticket which is roughly RM4,200. After paying for all that I can then start saving for the trip itself. I think I need at least
RM6,000 say about USD 2,000 for just expenses.
Cowboy boots....sexy I can't wait!!!
xx
Visa application form done!
Visa application photo done!
Passport renewal photo done!
Now, i just got to renew my passport tomorrow then I can set an appointment with the US embassy and get my visa!
It's not that I'm anxious since I got lots of time to US...I'm worried of the waiting time to get the appointment and then the approval of the visa. I need to buy the air ticket quick in order to get a cheap ticket and in that way I can manage my expenses. After the paying for the visa which is RM520 which I've set aside I can fully concentrate on paying for the air ticket which is roughly RM4,200. After paying for all that I can then start saving for the trip itself. I think I need at least
RM6,000 say about USD 2,000 for just expenses.
Cowboy boots....sexy I can't wait!!!
xx
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Saturday, January 19, 2013
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
What you gonna do??
| Marini's on 57....spectacular view :) |
Who calls you every late night?
Who comforts you when you're in need?
And who always tries to treat you right?
Who gives you all he has to give?
And who would dedicate his heart to you?
Who fulfills all his promises?
And who sees the good in you?
Tell me, what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And who's gonna love you when you're all alone?
Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Yeah, what you gonna do when I'm gone?
I just wanna know
Who cries knowing you don't care?
And who worries what the future holds?
Who fears the road ahead?
And whose heart is turning into stone?
Who prays for your safe return?
And who misses you when you're away?
Who's tired of empty promises?
And who's tired of all the games you play?
Tell me, what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And whose gonna love you when you're all alone?
Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
I just wanna know
What you gonna do, what you're gonna do
when I'm, when I'm gone
Tell me what you gonna do
Woah Oh Woah Oh
Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And who's gonna love you when you're all alone?
When you're all alone
Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, what you gonna do when I'm gone?
I just wanna know
When I'm gone
When there's no one home
And you're all alone
Will you be just fine on your own?
Or will you cry when I'm gone?
I wanna know
I wanna know
Oohmm
(What you gonna do when I'm gone?)
Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Monday, January 14, 2013
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| What were we trying to do? I totally have no memory... |
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| My lovely lovely gorgeous girls...muaaaaa |
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| Self praise is no praise but I look amazing in this pic..LOL! |
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| Drunken much? Just full of character :) |
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| Brazilian BBQ King...Caio we will miss ya so much. Perhaps a trip to Papua New Guinea for a visit!! |
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| Simply love this pic! Amanda you are gorgeous :) |
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| Asnie, you are amazing and I love ya xx |
There's always a plus point for being gorgeous! Met some Polish tourists last night at La Boca and we were the centre of attention :) Oh not to forget free round of Tequila Shots from them :) ....wait there's more....La Boca also gave us free rounds of Caipirinha shots and Brazilian Flag shots!!!!
Last night was just awesome! Who says girls can't have fun without the guys....xxx
I have the most amazing girls around and I'm so so blessed and I love you all very much!! xx
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
Monday, January 07, 2013
Pain of reality
He was never mine to lose
Why regret what cannot be?
These are words he'll never say
Not to me...
Not to me...
Not to me...
His heart full of love
He will never feel this way...
Reality killssssss
Why regret what cannot be?
These are words he'll never say
Not to me...
Not to me...
Not to me...
His heart full of love
He will never feel this way...
Reality killssssss
Whiskey love
This 4 letter word drives me crazzzzyyyyyy!
However this insanity is what drives me everyday.
However this insanity is what drives me everyday.
Saturday, January 05, 2013
Not giving in
I don't text doesn't mean I don't care....
Well....you've been MIA too...
oh......
well......
There's only so much a sweet, bright and cheerful me can take!
March- Phuket here I come :)
excited.can't wait.work.holiday.super fun.
Well....you've been MIA too...
oh......
well......
There's only so much a sweet, bright and cheerful me can take!
March- Phuket here I come :)
excited.can't wait.work.holiday.super fun.
Thursday, January 03, 2013
If tomorrow never comes
| The girls :) |
law graduates. pretty girls. college mates. awesome friends. beautiful bride.
Every time I'm down I think how blessed I am to have really AMAZING friends around me and that perks me up!
So finally one of us got hitched! I'm uber excited about our hen's night end of this year in BANGKOK! I hope plans will still be the same as planned!
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| Pacific Highway 1 |
For now I can't wait for the above trip....Working towards making it a dream come true :)
2013 pretty pretty please be nice to me!!!!
xoxo
Wednesday, January 02, 2013
Screw you
I was naive! What made me think I was wise and that you were the one for me! I was so sure~~
The most upsetting thing is I didn't even get the truth from you for breaking up with me..You created some lie that you wanted to concentrate on studies. What utter bullshit! Here you breakup with me there you are out with some China Bitch!!!!
I guess some things in life are just best left unknown! However, I tend to wonder at times what happened and what went wrong?
To whom it may concern, he is not who you think he is! He is a conman and he is the world's best liar ever! At times I pity you for dating him and not knowing the truth about this guy you are going out with. He is only dating you for one reason but of course you are too naive to know that or to believe it. But of course as the saying goes, "even ugly people need people to love" or "there's always a person made for another". I can only watch from a far the disaster and the suffering you may suffer and go through in the future. My sincere sympathies are with you.
I'm so happy I am finally free from you. You have no idea how that feels. As of 2013, as someone told me this" You are so much brighter and cheerful these days"...YES I am :)
May this year be a year of maturity, growth and also happiness! I know I have a long journey and bright road ahead of me and I'm so looking forward to it. I love my job so much and can't wait for USA in July!!! SF, LV and TN awaits me <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
Day 1 of not texting........ACHIEVED!!! Woohooo....The ball is in my court now! Ok ok let's not get ahead of myself. This is only day 1....let's see about tmr!
Quote of the year: Love is Messy.......3>
Life is short. Kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly!
Enough
Exactly what I am feeling right now!!! At times I just feel I'm trying too hard. Letting go is hard. It's easier said than done!
Day 1 of not texting.....Let's see how long I can go on like this :)
Damn! I hate being me now.....
Gahhhhhhh
Day 1 of not texting.....Let's see how long I can go on like this :)
Damn! I hate being me now.....
Gahhhhhhh
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Nightcap
| The ever awesome Oli! |
This is one dude which I miss the most out of all my guy friends! Oli was the best guide ever in Italy and we spend many crazy hours on our road trips as well touring round Italy. You have the best family ever. Monica and Paolo are the nicest and sweetest people I ever met..Missing them very much too. Can imagine it's just over 3 months since I came back from Italy...Time really flies! I wonder when we will ever meet again? All the best Oli my googooli..:) Love and miss you lots!! xx
Imma lucky girl
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The Crazies!
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Pin, you are like a sister I never had. Thank you for always being there through out my ups and downs. In so many words....you know how I feel and I truly appreciate this friendship very much. The year has been a great one and without you in it I wouldn't have as much fun and not forgetting for introducing many awesome friends along the way ie: Zack! You are the best!!!! I cannot imagine not having you in my life... 3 years of awesome friendship and many more to come.. Love you always xoxo
I owe it to Pin for introducing such an awesome friend like you, Zack! Though we've only known each other for just over 4 months, it feels like I've known you forever. You make a very good friend and I'm lucky to have gotten to know you. In so many words, thanks for always listening to my crap and being there whenever I need you be it 2am or 5am. You are like the best guy good friend I ever had and just like Pin I cannot imagine my life without your presence in it. Well, proly just no drunk text, alcohol and holiday pics :p
In a nut shell, I'm blessed to have you both in my life! I'm grateful for all these wonderful friendships and I love you both very much. Thank you God for giving me these two wonderful people to bring much happiness, love and joy into my life.
xoxo
Thursday, December 20, 2012
It's time
I've never been so sure about something / someone in my whole life....oh well look how that turned out!!! 6 years with the same guy, 6 years of love, care and sacrifice and yet he still screwed me over!
My motto in life now is you can never be so sure about something unless you wanna get hurt!
Life is somewhat unpredictable and when you look at the far horizon, you know it can never stay orange forever the way we want it. That being said, tho it can be unpredictable, we are the maker of our own happiness. We choose and decide on things that will make us gay. There are just certain decisions in life that we have to make even though it might be tough and deep down you are afraid of the outcome.
I'm a somewhat different now compared to 7 years ago. I'm so much stronger, confident and I speak my mind whenever I want to. I'm not the girl take will be taken for granted anymore and will take shit for no reason. So this is me and who I am...take it or leave it!
If only you knew........
My motto in life now is you can never be so sure about something unless you wanna get hurt!
Life is somewhat unpredictable and when you look at the far horizon, you know it can never stay orange forever the way we want it. That being said, tho it can be unpredictable, we are the maker of our own happiness. We choose and decide on things that will make us gay. There are just certain decisions in life that we have to make even though it might be tough and deep down you are afraid of the outcome.
I'm a somewhat different now compared to 7 years ago. I'm so much stronger, confident and I speak my mind whenever I want to. I'm not the girl take will be taken for granted anymore and will take shit for no reason. So this is me and who I am...take it or leave it!
If only you knew........
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
You and Tequila
This is sooo you! Every time I hear this song it reminds me of you. You and Tequila make me crazy:p
Kaya & Peanut Butter sandwich apparently makes a good combination....hmmm shall try that someday. Well, you're welcome for the Kaya. Cost me a bomb tho!
Writing your name, seeing your name or even just saying it makes me SMILE :)
This is a cruel world and a crazy one! I'm slowly transforming into a freak too....
Missing you lots! xx
Kaya & Peanut Butter sandwich apparently makes a good combination....hmmm shall try that someday. Well, you're welcome for the Kaya. Cost me a bomb tho!
Writing your name, seeing your name or even just saying it makes me SMILE :)
This is a cruel world and a crazy one! I'm slowly transforming into a freak too....
Missing you lots! xx
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Sweet Home Alabama
Monday, December 03, 2012
Truth
A drunken mouth speaks a sober mind!!!
I wonder if what was said to me is true??!?!?
December is here.....Woot Woot!!!
I reckon it will be a damn good month <3 p="p">
If only you were here :(3>
I wonder if what was said to me is true??!?!?
December is here.....Woot Woot!!!
I reckon it will be a damn good month <3 p="p">
If only you were here :(3>
Friday, November 30, 2012
I can't make you love me
Yay!
1 down from the bucket list and another 1000000000 to go!
NO BLACK TIE...finally~~~~
On another note, I truly believe that wanting someone is one thing and being compatible is another.
Some days I wonder is it just the idea of having someone that seems nice or there's something more than that!!!
I know deep down I've not forgotten about him. Memories of him still flashes vividly in my mind.
I guess certain things are best left unsaid. I can only hope with time these feelings will just fade away.
No no no......
1 down from the bucket list and another 1000000000 to go!
NO BLACK TIE...finally~~~~
On another note, I truly believe that wanting someone is one thing and being compatible is another.
Some days I wonder is it just the idea of having someone that seems nice or there's something more than that!!!
I know deep down I've not forgotten about him. Memories of him still flashes vividly in my mind.
I guess certain things are best left unsaid. I can only hope with time these feelings will just fade away.
No no no......
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Tifanny Blue
I'm pretty excited bout my latest project!
Revamping my own room.
I'm so gonna paint the walls tifanny blue, buy a new gorgeous bed, repaint my furniture, get new blinds....Ahhhh....My Christmas Pressie to myself for year 2012!!!!
Can't wait to see the end results <3 p="p">
Woop Woop.....3>
Revamping my own room.
I'm so gonna paint the walls tifanny blue, buy a new gorgeous bed, repaint my furniture, get new blinds....Ahhhh....My Christmas Pressie to myself for year 2012!!!!
Can't wait to see the end results <3 p="p">
Woop Woop.....3>
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Undignified
He loves kaya? Durian? Pandan flavoured food? Char kuey teow?
I guess you were a Malaysian in your past life!
Probably so! Lol
Thursday, November 15, 2012
TN
Oooh I have an idea
What idea?
I will surprise you with a charm!
oh looks like someone is getting yet another Pandora charm as her Chritstmas pressie.. yay!
#healtmeltedaway
What idea?
I will surprise you with a charm!
oh looks like someone is getting yet another Pandora charm as her Chritstmas pressie.. yay!
#healtmeltedaway
Monday, November 12, 2012
Love sick
Why can't you just be an asshole then perhaps it will solve all our problems!!!
You keep coming back into my life...
We still chat everyday and sometimes im just confused with the signals....
I'm sick you get so concern and when I don't chat with you...you are like"sooooo....whatcha wanna talk about?"
God please shoot me.........
How?? How??
That being said I can't wait to see ya next month!! *excited*
Xx
You keep coming back into my life...
We still chat everyday and sometimes im just confused with the signals....
I'm sick you get so concern and when I don't chat with you...you are like"sooooo....whatcha wanna talk about?"
God please shoot me.........
How?? How??
That being said I can't wait to see ya next month!! *excited*
Xx
a chillex day
Why are these feelings coming back again?
I can't seem to get you off my mind.
There's just something about you........
Happy Veterans Day!!!
xoxo
I can't seem to get you off my mind.
There's just something about you........
Happy Veterans Day!!!
xoxo
Friday, November 09, 2012
Sauvignon Blanc
The taste of this wine is all I need on a gloomy day, happy day, sad day, joyous day.....
I will never forget the first wine we enjoyed together..it was at Ben's!
Ahhhh perhaps I'll just go home and enjoy my South African Sauvignon Blanc tonight while catching up on my series....#lifeissuchabliss
December is just round the corner..It's an exciting month!!!!
Ps:/ We learn awesome and random things about each other everyday. See there is still so much of me that you are missing out and you never knew I was this awesome huh? LOL
I will never forget the first wine we enjoyed together..it was at Ben's!
Ahhhh perhaps I'll just go home and enjoy my South African Sauvignon Blanc tonight while catching up on my series....#lifeissuchabliss
December is just round the corner..It's an exciting month!!!!
Ps:/ We learn awesome and random things about each other everyday. See there is still so much of me that you are missing out and you never knew I was this awesome huh? LOL
Tuesday, November 06, 2012
I reckon so
It has been a darn amazing year! Despite all the ups and down, the sadness and my short lifted happiness for just 2 months, I still reckon it has been the best year ever in my entire 26 years.
I reckon I was cultured to the max this year. From future music festival to Train & Jason Mraz concerts, Comedy Shows and not forgetting Batik painting.
Next on the list---- No Black Tie! Yay!
This year must totally end with a boom...
So looking forward to Dec too :)
Ps: Can't wait to get my new Otter Box!!
xoxo
I reckon I was cultured to the max this year. From future music festival to Train & Jason Mraz concerts, Comedy Shows and not forgetting Batik painting.
Next on the list---- No Black Tie! Yay!
This year must totally end with a boom...
So looking forward to Dec too :)
Ps: Can't wait to get my new Otter Box!!
xoxo
Saturday, November 03, 2012
Rainy afternoon
Never thought that batik painting would be so much fun!!!
Decided that this would be my new found hobby.
I'm not creative or artistic but if a 10 year old kid can paint so can I. The colours came out pretty nice too :)
I'm a happy girl!
Painting on a rainy Saturday afternoon is just so relaxing! #BLISS
Decided that this would be my new found hobby.
I'm not creative or artistic but if a 10 year old kid can paint so can I. The colours came out pretty nice too :)
I'm a happy girl!
Painting on a rainy Saturday afternoon is just so relaxing! #BLISS
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Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Out of reach
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Lies
Perhaps we were never meant for each other anyways..........................
Get a life dude!!!!
Get a life dude!!!!
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Only you....
I can't stop looking at my phone.....
I can't stop reading your messages to me over and over
I can't stop looking at your photos 24/7
I can't stop thinking of you
What's wrong with me????
I think I know the answer.....
I'm falling hard for you and I think I'm very much in love with you!
if only you knew........
xoxo
I can't stop reading your messages to me over and over
I can't stop looking at your photos 24/7
I can't stop thinking of you
What's wrong with me????
I think I know the answer.....
I'm falling hard for you and I think I'm very much in love with you!
if only you knew........
xoxo
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Hard Rock Cafe
I hope you do appreciate the things I do for you :)
Your favourite....HARD ROCK CAFE SHOT GLASSES.....
I got these shot glasses from Venice, Florence & Barcelona so I hope you will be super delighted to see them :)
Can't wait to see you real soon
xoxo
Monday, October 15, 2012
All the single ladies
If only I knew........
If only we knew........
Stop playing games with my heart!!!
If only we knew........
Stop playing games with my heart!!!
Monday, October 08, 2012
Hating this apartness
I found you, in the darkest hour
I found you, in a pouring rain
I found you, when I was on my knees
And your love pulled me back again
Found you in a river of pure emotions
I found you, my only truth
I found you, with the music playing
I was lost til I found you, you, you
Til I found you, you, you
Ohhh nothing like getting a Skype call from you on a lousy Monday morning...you certainly made my day baby!!
Miss you every single day.
xoxo
I found you, in a pouring rain
I found you, when I was on my knees
And your love pulled me back again
Found you in a river of pure emotions
I found you, my only truth
I found you, with the music playing
I was lost til I found you, you, you
Til I found you, you, you
Ohhh nothing like getting a Skype call from you on a lousy Monday morning...you certainly made my day baby!!
Miss you every single day.
xoxo
Friday, October 05, 2012
Such is life
"Taking Chances"
Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.
You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,
But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
And I had my heart beating down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world
I dedicate this song to you! Don't you think this song is just so US?
xoxo
Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.
You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,
But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
And I had my heart beating down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world
I dedicate this song to you! Don't you think this song is just so US?
xoxo
Wednesday, October 03, 2012
Miss Sunshine
If only I could wake up everyday and enjoy the sunrise together with you from the same horizon!! Saudades de mais.... xoxo
Monday, October 01, 2012
Home sweet home
Everytime you say "I miss you too" my heart melts!
Missing you every single day
Xoxo
The jetlagged
What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I've been keepin' busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jet lagged
I miss you so bad [x5]
I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising
I miss you so bad
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I've been keepin' busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jet lagged
I miss you so bad [x5]
I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising
I miss you so bad
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
Missing you every single day
Xoxo
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