Muitas saudades de vc

Todo en mi vida eres tu!!!


Besos xoxo

Eres Tu

Nada valgo sin tu amor!!!

I dreamed a dream

ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!




Yes we will!!!!!




Oh I can't wait!




Counting down 164 days~~~~

I Love You

Be my heartbreak!!!




xx

What you gonna do??

Marini's on 57....spectacular view :)

Who wakes you when the morning comes?
Who calls you every late night?
Who comforts you when you're in need?
And who always tries to treat you right?

Who gives you all he has to give?
And who would dedicate his heart to you?
Who fulfills all his promises?
And who sees the good in you?

Tell me, what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And who's gonna love you when you're all alone?

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Yeah, what you gonna do when I'm gone?

I just wanna know

Who cries knowing you don't care?
And who worries what the future holds?
Who fears the road ahead?
And whose heart is turning into stone?

Who prays for your safe return?
And who misses you when you're away?
Who's tired of empty promises?
And who's tired of all the games you play?

Tell me, what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And whose gonna love you when you're all alone?

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?

I just wanna know
What you gonna do, what you're gonna do
when I'm, when I'm gone

Tell me what you gonna do

Woah Oh Woah Oh

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And who's gonna love you when you're all alone?
When you're all alone

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, what you gonna do when I'm gone?

I just wanna know
When I'm gone

When there's no one home
And you're all alone
Will you be just fine on your own?
Or will you cry when I'm gone?

I wanna know
I wanna know

Oohmm

(What you gonna do when I'm gone?)

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?

What were we trying to do? I totally have no memory...

My lovely lovely gorgeous girls...muaaaaa

Self praise is no praise but I look amazing in this pic..LOL!

Drunken much? Just full of character :)

Brazilian BBQ King...Caio we will miss ya so much. Perhaps a trip to Papua New Guinea for a visit!!

 

Simply love this pic! Amanda you are gorgeous :)

Asnie, you are amazing and I love ya xx

There's always a plus point for being gorgeous! Met some Polish tourists last night at La Boca and we were the centre of attention :) Oh not to forget free round of Tequila Shots from them :) ....wait there's more....La Boca also gave us free rounds of Caipirinha shots and Brazilian Flag shots!!!!



Last night was just awesome! Who says girls can't have fun without the guys....xxx



I have the most amazing girls around and I'm so so blessed and I love you all very much!! xx

On my own....

:)




Thanks for encouraging me :)



I'm ready now!!!

Pain of reality

He was never mine to lose
Why regret what cannot be?
These are words he'll never say
Not to me...
Not to me...
Not to me...

His heart full of love
He will never feel this way...



Reality killssssss

Whiskey love

This 4 letter word drives me crazzzzyyyyyy!


However this insanity is what drives me everyday.

Not giving in

I don't text doesn't mean I don't care....


Well....you've been MIA too...



oh......



well......

There's only so much a sweet, bright and cheerful me can take!



 March- Phuket here I come :)



excited.can't wait.work.holiday.super fun.

If tomorrow never comes

The girls :)

law graduates. pretty girls. college mates. awesome friends. beautiful bride.


Every time I'm down I think how blessed I am to have really AMAZING friends around me and that perks me up!


So finally one of us got hitched! I'm uber excited about our hen's night end of this year in BANGKOK! I hope plans will still be the same as planned!

Pacific Highway 1

  

For now I can't wait for the above trip....Working towards making it a dream come true :)


2013 pretty pretty please be nice to me!!!!


xoxo

Screw you

I was naive! What made me think I was wise and that you were the one for me! I was so sure~~


The most upsetting thing is I didn't even get the truth from you for breaking up with me..You created some lie that you wanted to concentrate on studies. What utter bullshit! Here you breakup with me there you are out with some China Bitch!!!!


I guess some things in life are just best left unknown! However, I tend to wonder at times what happened and what went wrong?


To whom it may concern, he is not who you think he is! He is a conman and he is the world's best liar ever! At times I pity you for dating him and not knowing the truth about this guy you are going out with. He is only dating you for one reason but of course you are too naive to know that or to believe it. But of course as the saying goes, "even ugly people need people to love" or "there's always a person made for another". I can only watch from a far the disaster and the suffering you may suffer and go through in the future. My sincere sympathies are with you.


I'm so happy I am finally free from you. You have no idea how that feels. As of 2013, as someone told me this" You are so much brighter and cheerful these days"...YES I am :)


May this year be a year of maturity, growth and also happiness! I know I have a long journey and bright road ahead of me and I'm so looking forward to it. I love my job so much and can't wait for USA in July!!! SF, LV and TN awaits me <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">


Day 1 of not texting........ACHIEVED!!! Woohooo....The ball is in my court now! Ok ok let's not get ahead of myself. This is only day 1....let's see about tmr!



Quote of the year: Love is Messy.......

 Life is short. Kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly!

 

Enough

Exactly what I am feeling right now!!! At times I just feel I'm trying too hard. Letting go is hard. It's easier said than done!


 Day 1 of not texting.....Let's see how long I can go on like this :)


 Damn! I hate being me now.....


Gahhhhhhh

Nightcap

The ever awesome Oli!

This is one dude which I miss the most out of all my guy friends! Oli was the best guide ever in Italy and we spend many crazy hours on our road trips as well touring round Italy. You have the best family ever. Monica and Paolo are the nicest and sweetest people I ever met..Missing them very much too. Can imagine it's just over 3 months since I came back from Italy...Time really flies! I wonder when we will ever meet again? All the best Oli my googooli..:) Love and miss you lots!! xx

Imma lucky girl

The Crazies!

The alcoholics!!

What would I do without you both?


 Pin, you are like a sister I never had. Thank you for always being there through out my ups and downs. In so many words....you know how I feel and I truly appreciate this friendship very much. The year has been a great one and without you in it I wouldn't have as much fun and not forgetting for introducing many awesome friends along the way ie: Zack! You are the best!!!! I cannot imagine not having you in my life... 3 years of awesome friendship and many more to come.. Love you always xoxo


I owe it to Pin for introducing such an awesome friend like you, Zack! Though we've only known each other for just over 4 months, it feels like I've known you forever. You make a very good friend and I'm lucky to have gotten to know you. In so many words, thanks for always listening to my crap and being there whenever I need you be it 2am or 5am. You are like the best guy good friend I ever had and just like Pin I cannot imagine my life without your presence in it. Well, proly just no drunk text, alcohol and holiday pics :p



In a nut shell, I'm blessed to have you both in my life! I'm grateful for all these wonderful friendships and I love you both very much. Thank you God for giving me these two wonderful people to bring much happiness, love and joy into my life.


xoxo

It's time

I've never been so sure about something / someone in my whole life....oh well look how that turned out!!! 6 years with the same guy, 6 years of love, care and sacrifice and yet he still screwed me over!




My motto in life now is you can never be so sure about something unless you wanna get hurt!




Life is somewhat unpredictable and when you look at the far horizon, you know it can never stay orange forever the way we want it. That being said, tho it can be unpredictable, we are the maker of our own happiness. We choose and decide on things that will make us gay. There are just certain decisions in life that we have to make even though it might be tough and deep down you are afraid of the outcome.



I'm a somewhat different now compared to 7 years ago. I'm so much stronger, confident and I speak my mind whenever I want to. I'm not the girl take will be taken for granted anymore and will take shit for no reason. So this is me and who I am...take it or leave it!




If only you knew........

You and Tequila

This is sooo you! Every time I hear this song it reminds me of you. You and Tequila make me crazy:p



Kaya & Peanut Butter sandwich apparently makes a good combination....hmmm shall try that someday. Well, you're welcome for the Kaya. Cost me a bomb tho!




Writing your name, seeing your name or even just saying it makes me SMILE :)








This is a cruel world and a crazy one! I'm slowly transforming into a freak too....





Missing you lots! xx

Sweet Home Alabama

The ever so lovely Serena C

Yay! Another 12 more days to Christmas and I simplyyyyy can't wait :)



Gonna end the year with a big bang with my girls too! Exciting year ahead :)

Truth

A drunken mouth speaks a sober mind!!!



I wonder if what was said to me is true??!?!?








December is here.....Woot Woot!!!




I reckon it will be a damn good month <3 p="p">


If only you were here :(

I can't make you love me

Yay!

1 down from the bucket list and another 1000000000 to go!


NO BLACK TIE...finally~~~~




On another note, I truly believe that wanting someone is one thing and being compatible is another.


Some days I wonder is it just the idea of having someone that seems nice or there's something more than that!!!


I know deep down I've not forgotten about him. Memories of him still flashes vividly in my mind.


I guess certain things are best left unsaid. I can only hope with time these feelings will just fade away.

No no no......

Tifanny Blue

I'm pretty excited bout my latest project!


Revamping my own room.


I'm so gonna paint the walls tifanny blue, buy a new gorgeous bed, repaint my furniture, get new blinds....Ahhhh....My Christmas Pressie to myself for year 2012!!!!



Can't wait to see the end results <3 p="p">


Woop Woop.....

Undignified

He loves kaya? Durian? Pandan flavoured food? Char kuey teow?

I guess you were a Malaysian in your past life!

Probably so! Lol

TN

Oooh I have an idea


What idea?


I will surprise you with a charm!


oh looks like someone is getting yet another Pandora charm as her Chritstmas pressie.. yay!


#healtmeltedaway

Love sick

Why can't you just be an asshole then perhaps it will solve all our problems!!!


You keep coming back into my life...



We still chat everyday and sometimes im just confused with the signals....



I'm sick you get so concern and when I don't chat with you...you are like"sooooo....whatcha wanna talk about?"



God please shoot me.........



How?? How??


That being said I can't wait to see ya next month!! *excited*


Xx

a chillex day

Why are these feelings coming back again?




I can't seem to get you off my mind.




There's just something about you........





Happy Veterans Day!!!

xoxo

Sauvignon Blanc

The taste of this wine is all I need on a gloomy day, happy day, sad day, joyous day.....


I will never forget the first wine we enjoyed together..it was at Ben's!


Ahhhh perhaps I'll just go home and enjoy my South African Sauvignon Blanc tonight while catching up on my series....#lifeissuchabliss





December is just round the corner..It's an exciting month!!!!






Ps:/ We learn awesome and random things about each other everyday. See there is still so much of me that you are missing out and you never knew I was this awesome huh? LOL

I reckon so

It has been a darn amazing year! Despite all the ups and down, the sadness and my short lifted happiness for just 2 months, I still reckon it has been the best year ever in my entire 26 years.



I reckon I was cultured to the max this year. From future music festival to Train & Jason Mraz concerts, Comedy Shows and not forgetting Batik painting.



Next on the list---- No Black Tie! Yay!



 This year must totally end with a boom...



So looking forward to Dec too  :)



Ps: Can't wait to get my new Otter Box!!



xoxo

Rainy afternoon

Never thought that batik painting would be so much fun!!!


Decided that this would be my new found hobby.



I'm not creative or artistic but if a 10 year old kid can paint so can I. The colours came out pretty nice too :)



I'm a happy girl!



Painting on a rainy Saturday afternoon is just so relaxing! #BLISS

That wasn't too bad after all....

Out of reach

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

Lies

Perhaps we were never meant for each other anyways..........................














Get a life dude!!!!

Only you....

I can't stop looking at my phone.....



I can't stop reading your messages to me over and over



I can't stop looking at your photos 24/7



I can't stop thinking of you



 What's wrong with me????



I think I know the answer.....



I'm falling hard for you and I think I'm very much in love with you!


if only you knew........


xoxo

Hard Rock Cafe

I hope you do appreciate the things I do for you :)



Your favourite....HARD ROCK CAFE SHOT GLASSES.....




I got these shot glasses from Venice, Florence & Barcelona so I hope you will be super delighted to see them :)


Can't wait to see you real soon


xoxo

All the single ladies

If only I knew........






If only we knew........





Stop playing games with my heart!!!

Hating this apartness

I found you, in the darkest hour
I found you, in a pouring rain
I found you, when I was on my knees
And your love pulled me back again
Found you in a river of pure emotions
I found you, my only truth
I found you, with the music playing

I was lost til I found you, you, you
Til I found you, you, you



Ohhh nothing like getting a Skype call from you on a lousy Monday morning...you certainly made my day baby!!


Miss you every single day.


xoxo

Such is life

"Taking Chances"

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beating down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world 

I dedicate this song to you! Don't you think this song is just so US?

xoxo

Miss Sunshine

If only I could wake up everyday and enjoy the sunrise together with you from the same horizon!! Saudades de mais.... xoxo

Home sweet home

Everytime you say "I miss you too" my heart melts!

The jetlagged

What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged

What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I've been keepin' busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jet lagged

I miss you so bad [x5]
I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising
I miss you so bad
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged

Missing you every single day


Xoxo

MIA

Run away with my love....



Run away with my heart!!!



Xoxo

You've got mail

On vacation in Italy but my heart is simply not here with me! I lost it to a different continent!

Xoxo

International Love

"U need my spontaneous self to balance u out" ...LOL!

I guess at times I need to loosen up and not be so rigid in life! 

You only live once baby~~~ go for it! 

Perhaps we do make a good balance together :)

Thinking of you

It hurts to see you sick and in so much pain!

Happy Birthday from the land of char kuey teow  :)

Get well soon!

xoxo

Durians, char kuey teow & tigersssss

Good things come to those who wait!!


Glad you came
The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

I'm glad you came
So glad you came
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

The land of Jack Daniels

Apparently partying till the wee hours of 4am is not normal behaviour!!! Says who? Says my dad~~~~

Had an awesome & fun filled weekend..

and yes I enjoy babysitting!!!

Besides, Expendables 2 was amazing and funny at the same time!!!

We only live once...therefore enjoy while we can :)

Wild one

It was an awesome Friday celebrating Aida's birthday at the Castle - Healey Mac's - Sheraton and lastly Desire! Wow...club hopping could never be more fun than this especially if you party with the right group of friends :)

The crazies @ The Castle

Aeen-a is too adorable

Aida was trying to introduce my left booby to everyone :)

Nice shot of me and Aeen :)

The highlight of the night! Imported male strippers all the way from Italy and Russia..Oohhhlala!

Parties babeh!!!

The happening parties which I've been attending for the past few months! Mostly farewells and BBQs. These are the most awesome people whom I've got to know for the past few months and sadly people come and go and more often than not it's always saying goodbye which is the hardest part. Awesome people, fantastic parties and great drinks guys xoxo

Luca's "I'm sexy and I know it" birthday party

My favourite favourite couple and people in the whole wide word!! Love you guys so much and YES we will have a reunion with the boys in Switzerland ya!!! :)

The craziest bunch of people but yet the most awesome friends!

One crazy night out @ ZOUK

BBQ friends @ Havana partying!!!

Ochoa, Michele, Patrina, Thomas and me at Ricardo's BBQ Party

My dearest Rachel and me @ Vasily's BBQ

It was a pool party for BOYS!!! I got thrown into the pool too :)

Biggest Mojito ever~~~

(L-R) Opium Persian Mafia, Koi fish fake DVD Mafia, Jesus Mafia, random, fried tomato, and cotton hindi Mafia =D

Meagan dearest's Birthday dinner

2 beauties with Ali

Fabi, Aeen-a and me @ Natalie's

Future rave party with Sasha, Fadz and Aimee

Kenny & Arichi's Farewell Party at Rootz...

BBQ gang @ Ricardo's place

In a nut shell, “Our true friends are those who are with us when the good things happen. They cheer us on and are pleased by our triumphs. False friends only appear at difficult times, with their sad, supportive faces, when, in fact, our suffering is serving to console them for their miserable lives.” - Paulo Coelho, The Zahir -