Out of reach

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

Lies

Perhaps we were never meant for each other anyways..........................














Get a life dude!!!!

Only you....

I can't stop looking at my phone.....



I can't stop reading your messages to me over and over



I can't stop looking at your photos 24/7



I can't stop thinking of you



 What's wrong with me????



I think I know the answer.....



I'm falling hard for you and I think I'm very much in love with you!


if only you knew........


xoxo

Hard Rock Cafe

I hope you do appreciate the things I do for you :)



Your favourite....HARD ROCK CAFE SHOT GLASSES.....




I got these shot glasses from Venice, Florence & Barcelona so I hope you will be super delighted to see them :)


Can't wait to see you real soon


xoxo

All the single ladies

If only I knew........






If only we knew........





Stop playing games with my heart!!!

Hating this apartness

I found you, in the darkest hour
I found you, in a pouring rain
I found you, when I was on my knees
And your love pulled me back again
Found you in a river of pure emotions
I found you, my only truth
I found you, with the music playing

I was lost til I found you, you, you
Til I found you, you, you



Ohhh nothing like getting a Skype call from you on a lousy Monday morning...you certainly made my day baby!!


Miss you every single day.


xoxo

Such is life

"Taking Chances"

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beating down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world 

I dedicate this song to you! Don't you think this song is just so US?

xoxo

Miss Sunshine

If only I could wake up everyday and enjoy the sunrise together with you from the same horizon!! Saudades de mais.... xoxo

Home sweet home

Everytime you say "I miss you too" my heart melts!

The jetlagged

What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged

What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I've been keepin' busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jet lagged

I miss you so bad [x5]
I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising
I miss you so bad
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged

Missing you every single day


Xoxo

MIA

Run away with my love....



Run away with my heart!!!



Xoxo

You've got mail

On vacation in Italy but my heart is simply not here with me! I lost it to a different continent!

Xoxo

International Love

"U need my spontaneous self to balance u out" ...LOL!

I guess at times I need to loosen up and not be so rigid in life! 

You only live once baby~~~ go for it! 

Perhaps we do make a good balance together :)

Thinking of you

It hurts to see you sick and in so much pain!

Happy Birthday from the land of char kuey teow  :)

Get well soon!

xoxo

Durians, char kuey teow & tigersssss

Good things come to those who wait!!


Glad you came
The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

I'm glad you came
So glad you came
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

The land of Jack Daniels

Apparently partying till the wee hours of 4am is not normal behaviour!!! Says who? Says my dad~~~~

Had an awesome & fun filled weekend..

and yes I enjoy babysitting!!!

Besides, Expendables 2 was amazing and funny at the same time!!!

We only live once...therefore enjoy while we can :)

Wild one

It was an awesome Friday celebrating Aida's birthday at the Castle - Healey Mac's - Sheraton and lastly Desire! Wow...club hopping could never be more fun than this especially if you party with the right group of friends :)

The crazies @ The Castle

Aeen-a is too adorable

Aida was trying to introduce my left booby to everyone :)

Nice shot of me and Aeen :)

The highlight of the night! Imported male strippers all the way from Italy and Russia..Oohhhlala!

Parties babeh!!!

The happening parties which I've been attending for the past few months! Mostly farewells and BBQs. These are the most awesome people whom I've got to know for the past few months and sadly people come and go and more often than not it's always saying goodbye which is the hardest part. Awesome people, fantastic parties and great drinks guys xoxo

Luca's "I'm sexy and I know it" birthday party

My favourite favourite couple and people in the whole wide word!! Love you guys so much and YES we will have a reunion with the boys in Switzerland ya!!! :)

The craziest bunch of people but yet the most awesome friends!

One crazy night out @ ZOUK

BBQ friends @ Havana partying!!!

Ochoa, Michele, Patrina, Thomas and me at Ricardo's BBQ Party

My dearest Rachel and me @ Vasily's BBQ

It was a pool party for BOYS!!! I got thrown into the pool too :)

Biggest Mojito ever~~~

(L-R) Opium Persian Mafia, Koi fish fake DVD Mafia, Jesus Mafia, random, fried tomato, and cotton hindi Mafia =D

Meagan dearest's Birthday dinner

2 beauties with Ali

Fabi, Aeen-a and me @ Natalie's

Future rave party with Sasha, Fadz and Aimee

Kenny & Arichi's Farewell Party at Rootz...

BBQ gang @ Ricardo's place

In a nut shell, “Our true friends are those who are with us when the good things happen. They cheer us on and are pleased by our triumphs. False friends only appear at difficult times, with their sad, supportive faces, when, in fact, our suffering is serving to console them for their miserable lives.” - Paulo Coelho, The Zahir -

Flying high

Lulu showing off his awesome skills in using the chopsticks!

Perfect night! Din Tai Fung was awesome and Spiderman 3D was beyond words! Superb dinner :) oh not mentioning the after party of the superb night---- ZOUKKKK!

The Italian Charm

Lulu: Noooooooo Mattia is having the last pork rib! Damn it!

Well, I couldn't resist myself from putting up this pic! Lulu's expression is insanely priceless coupled with Mattia's cheeky face....This picture could easily win "Malaysia's funniest picture of the century"!!! Ahhhh my Italian boys!!! I love you guys heaps. What would life be without you both monkeys...LOL

Green Fairy

Saying goodbye is always the hardest thing to do! Thank you for all the memories and keep in touch! Have fun and all the best in Russia. You will be missed :) You suck big time :-P

Mr. know it all

Well, happy bday to that bast*rd

-Anonymous-


He just makes my day every morning!!! :)))

Nooooo Silly.....

"God puts people in our lives for a reason"

 -Anonymous-

 #Imsurehedoes

The dying flame...

I find writing or blogging very therapeutic but i'll only do it when ever I feel like it. So much has been going on recently! I've finally graduated and when I thought that my life will be moving on to the next level, think again coz another part of my life is crashing like the 9/11 World Trade Centre in NY!



6 years of relationship with a person whom you've shared your life with is a long long time and not an easy one to give up on too. Perhaps the distance, perhaps the miscommunications, perhaps anything! I wonder what went wrong?? Right now we are just having some time out and not sure of what the status of the relationship is I decided to call the shots. I'm going to NZ! Yes...I mean it! I don't know when but I'll be going! Ha! What a decision to make. I've been contemplating to go or not for a long long time and recently a church member of mine saw me and something that she said left a very big impact on me. This is what she said :"Vera, you are a very talented young girl, more than you know actually! You will succeed anywhere you are. Just pursue your heart's desire. What is STOPING you from going to NZ?? Wow! This sentence just hit me straight to the head like a slap on the face. What is really stoping me from going over JUST now. I always thought that I'll have to advance in my career first then maybe only go over after 2 years. S0 many thoughts running through my head. How am I going to leave everything here? My parents, my life, my friends, my career?



My heart's desire is to be with you. Yes you! The one and only love of my life.



Dear God, let me find peace in you and when I feel that deep sense of peace, I'll know that is the best decision! :)



Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid. The lord, the lord himself, is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation." - Isaiah 12:2

Iphones, exams & sheeps....

I'm kinda stressed up thinking why am I not stress at all for this coming exams? Is it because I've done this crap for the past 4 years and we are just immune to the feeling of anxiety or is it because I have quite many days in between papers to study??


Arggggg.....Stress tak habis-habis!!! Left only 16 days to exams!!!


Watched Red Riding Hood, Source code & World Invasion Battle Los Angeles recently!! All good except red riding hood which was predictable as the director is the same as Twilight. the wolfe in the show is human by day and wolfe by night...this is so Jacob (OMG)!!!


I just turned 25 last week!!! I'm freaking out at the fact I'm a quarter of a century. I feel very much ready to have kids..such weird feeling. Guess it's the hormones playing up! Yes it's true I can't wait to be a mummy. By just looking at Marc's pictures every day makes me smile so I think it's time J makes his move *wink*

Till then...EXAMS!!!!!

Books, eating and hills...

Started studying at the library today...I guess I had to start some where and once the engine has started it won't stop! The new college library is awesome. However, there are some set backs such as the noise and the distraction from outside. The college should install blinds and also sound proof doors and windows!

I hope tomorrow would be a better and fruitful day! More productive too...


Better stop talking too:)


Must at least finish my notes on Matrimonial Causes Act and Family Law Act in divorces by tomorrow.. MUST!


Friday would be exciting as a group of friends from college including me would be climbing up Broga hill in Semenyih! Gotta wake up at 5am so that we can hike up Broga hill in time for sunrise :)

*Sweat*

3 options :

1)Telephone
2)Webcam
3)Email

Can you beat it! James asked me to chose one of these 3 options as to how I would want him to propose to me!!! We were just joking on the phone and I asked him to think of a romantic proposal in which he would propose to me and he cheekily came out with these 3 option =_="...


Guess this guy only speaks IT language...sigh!!! LOL!

Time for mugging

Gotta start studying...That is what I tell myself EVERYDAY!!! I have exactly 3 months till exams and I personally think I'm already running out of time. Sigh...Why do I feel so lazy everytime the thought of studying comes to mind? I can't go on like this...It's time!


Yet another Valentine's Day without you :(



Lalalalala...I'm waiting for my iPhone 4 *Grins*

19 weeks and counting!!!!

We have officially 19 weeks to our LLB final exams! I can't believe I'm actually counting. Reason being so is because I'm counting down to the time I meet James so might as well think of my exams as I have to study and sit for my exams even before I fly to NZ to see him.

2011 is going to be yet another better year than 2010 for in Hebrew 11:40 it is said that God gad planned something better for us so that only together with us would they be made perfect! Amen!

I'm so looking forward to the great things planned out for me this year. I'm finally graduating and I'm so looking forward to my NZ trip to visit James and also the Thailand trip with the girls :)

Besides, I've also been givent the task to organise my cell group annual trip in September. I can't wait for all the holidays...gonna really burn a big hole in my pocket for all these trips :( I'm already starting to save!

On a lighter note, I'm kinda addicted to the smurf game on my ipod touch. It all started when Carol said that she was hooked so I was curious and decided to download the game. Nothing special bout the game just that it is something like farmville which requires us to harvest berries in order to gain points..*duh*

2011 will be a great year!!!!

My lucky charm

If you were a charm,
I'll hang you on my charm bracelet.
I'll wear you on my wrist daily,
I'll carry you every where I go,
This will remind me of you all day,
I'll be able to see you all the time!

If only you were a charm,
I'll carry you round and cherish you deeply,
I'll make sure that you are close to my heart,
I'll be able to touch and hold you tightly.

If only you were my lucky charm!!!!!


It's been just over 4 months since you left....
Oh, I can't wait till the day I meet you again ( 6 more months) :(
I just wish you were here!


Ps:// I heart You heaps!!!! XOXOXO

Pandora my love

I'm touched by the very essence of the content writen in this card

Yay! Finally received my x'mas presents from James. I'm overwhelmed and beyond words! I don't even know how to feel. I'm just too surprised! I thought he send my pressie earlier in the month but he actually only fedex it last Friday and it was a pleasant suprised when I received it Monday morning. First, he said he sent it to my aunt's address then he said it was to my house in Melaka. He actually planned the whole suprise to a whole new level when I got the package while at work. *Screams with exitement*  

Pandora Charm Bracelet
1) Evil eye charm - First evil eye bracelet from Turkey that James gave me

I love how James is so thoughtful! He actually gave so much thought when buying this gift. Accroding to him, every charm represents significant events for all the time we've been together. *Cries*.

Mini 14crt gold with 0.05 carat diamond cross charm
2) Cross pendant - First cross swarovski from James

3)Book & 4) mortar hat charm - pre graduation pressie :)

Sorry peeps...Not very clear
5) Chimpanze charm - Our first outing to the zoo & James was born in the year of the Moneky
6) Aeroplane charm - James travels alot so it reminds me of him

The whole set :)

14crt gold with 0.5 carat diamond studded cross pendant

Wow.."Love" his wrapping.LOL! I'm loving the charm bracelet =)

Darling, I'm blessed to have you.

My best friend,
My partner,
My hope,
My joy!

Wishing everyone a very blessed Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!