The dying flame...

I find writing or blogging very therapeutic but i'll only do it when ever I feel like it. So much has been going on recently! I've finally graduated and when I thought that my life will be moving on to the next level, think again coz another part of my life is crashing like the 9/11 World Trade Centre in NY!



6 years of relationship with a person whom you've shared your life with is a long long time and not an easy one to give up on too. Perhaps the distance, perhaps the miscommunications, perhaps anything! I wonder what went wrong?? Right now we are just having some time out and not sure of what the status of the relationship is I decided to call the shots. I'm going to NZ! Yes...I mean it! I don't know when but I'll be going! Ha! What a decision to make. I've been contemplating to go or not for a long long time and recently a church member of mine saw me and something that she said left a very big impact on me. This is what she said :"Vera, you are a very talented young girl, more than you know actually! You will succeed anywhere you are. Just pursue your heart's desire. What is STOPING you from going to NZ?? Wow! This sentence just hit me straight to the head like a slap on the face. What is really stoping me from going over JUST now. I always thought that I'll have to advance in my career first then maybe only go over after 2 years. S0 many thoughts running through my head. How am I going to leave everything here? My parents, my life, my friends, my career?



My heart's desire is to be with you. Yes you! The one and only love of my life.



Dear God, let me find peace in you and when I feel that deep sense of peace, I'll know that is the best decision! :)



Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid. The lord, the lord himself, is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation." - Isaiah 12:2

Iphones, exams & sheeps....

I'm kinda stressed up thinking why am I not stress at all for this coming exams? Is it because I've done this crap for the past 4 years and we are just immune to the feeling of anxiety or is it because I have quite many days in between papers to study??


Arggggg.....Stress tak habis-habis!!! Left only 16 days to exams!!!


Watched Red Riding Hood, Source code & World Invasion Battle Los Angeles recently!! All good except red riding hood which was predictable as the director is the same as Twilight. the wolfe in the show is human by day and wolfe by night...this is so Jacob (OMG)!!!


I just turned 25 last week!!! I'm freaking out at the fact I'm a quarter of a century. I feel very much ready to have kids..such weird feeling. Guess it's the hormones playing up! Yes it's true I can't wait to be a mummy. By just looking at Marc's pictures every day makes me smile so I think it's time J makes his move *wink*

Till then...EXAMS!!!!!

Books, eating and hills...

Started studying at the library today...I guess I had to start some where and once the engine has started it won't stop! The new college library is awesome. However, there are some set backs such as the noise and the distraction from outside. The college should install blinds and also sound proof doors and windows!

I hope tomorrow would be a better and fruitful day! More productive too...


Better stop talking too:)


Must at least finish my notes on Matrimonial Causes Act and Family Law Act in divorces by tomorrow.. MUST!


Friday would be exciting as a group of friends from college including me would be climbing up Broga hill in Semenyih! Gotta wake up at 5am so that we can hike up Broga hill in time for sunrise :)

*Sweat*

3 options :

1)Telephone
2)Webcam
3)Email

Can you beat it! James asked me to chose one of these 3 options as to how I would want him to propose to me!!! We were just joking on the phone and I asked him to think of a romantic proposal in which he would propose to me and he cheekily came out with these 3 option =_="...


Guess this guy only speaks IT language...sigh!!! LOL!

Time for mugging

Gotta start studying...That is what I tell myself EVERYDAY!!! I have exactly 3 months till exams and I personally think I'm already running out of time. Sigh...Why do I feel so lazy everytime the thought of studying comes to mind? I can't go on like this...It's time!


Yet another Valentine's Day without you :(



Lalalalala...I'm waiting for my iPhone 4 *Grins*

19 weeks and counting!!!!

We have officially 19 weeks to our LLB final exams! I can't believe I'm actually counting. Reason being so is because I'm counting down to the time I meet James so might as well think of my exams as I have to study and sit for my exams even before I fly to NZ to see him.

2011 is going to be yet another better year than 2010 for in Hebrew 11:40 it is said that God gad planned something better for us so that only together with us would they be made perfect! Amen!

I'm so looking forward to the great things planned out for me this year. I'm finally graduating and I'm so looking forward to my NZ trip to visit James and also the Thailand trip with the girls :)

Besides, I've also been givent the task to organise my cell group annual trip in September. I can't wait for all the holidays...gonna really burn a big hole in my pocket for all these trips :( I'm already starting to save!

On a lighter note, I'm kinda addicted to the smurf game on my ipod touch. It all started when Carol said that she was hooked so I was curious and decided to download the game. Nothing special bout the game just that it is something like farmville which requires us to harvest berries in order to gain points..*duh*

2011 will be a great year!!!!