Thursday, May 23, 2013

Are you ok?

I've been struggling with a lot lately! I don't know what I should do or say....



The myriad of emotions I'm going through is just crazy!




I have to be strong for my friends! I cannot be weak and yet at times I just breakdown because I am only human and I too need someone to be there for me!


Countdown #40 days to US!


It's not a dream anymore....it's real!


xx



Tuesday, May 07, 2013

Heart Attack

I know I cannot babysit him



I know he is a grown man



I know he is more than capable of taking care of himself




I know I will never be the one for him




.......but deep down I still care very much and I can't seem to let you go!


A Little Too Not Over You"


Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh.. 
 
 
 
USA ----> 57 days!!!!! Woot woot