If I Lose Myself

Countdown 65 days to USA!!!!





Woot woot....






Uber excited!



xoxo

Love it!

Only for someone worth it!

Shitty Day

I don't ever recall feeling this shitty! I also don't recall someone ever making me feel like this ever....




This effect is indescribable! The emotional turmoil is crazy! I feel betrayed, hurt, disappointment, pain...everything!




I can't believe I allowed myself to be this vulnerable. Now I feel like my heart has just broken into a million pieces. It's hard to not even think about it..




What have you done to me???!??

Challenge

Goshhhh......I gotta take the 21 days challenge more seriously! I can't give in just like this...





*SCREAMS*





You have no idea how all this is making me feel....you absolutely have NO freaking idea do you?!?





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Have some balls!!!!

Oh C'mmon....please just get your shit together and be a man!!!!


Gahhhh....men = fail!



Really NO TALENT!

#gfn

Psychedelic Neon Retro Bash

 

I had an absolutely awesome time celebrating my birthday! Besides the vague memory of cutting my own cake and the lost Iphone scare, it was an EPIC night! Everyone has loadssss of fun and it was simply a memorable party nonetheless. Couldn't had done it without my gorgeous party planners - Amanda & Aida. Love y'all to bits! xoxoxo

79 days to US!!!!! Woot woot......

Throwback Thursday

Seems like Yesterday

I just realized that it's the eyes!!! All the men that I like all have that same kind of eyes! I loveeeee those dreamy and droopy eyes :)

No wonder I'm crazy in love with Ryan Gosling!!!!


xoxo

Flasback Friday

Ahhh.....Italy is my favourite country thus far after Brazil!! Still get can't it off my mind even though it has been 6 months since my visit. It still feels like yesterday! I simply love the scenery, the architecture, the people and even the food...


Gotta go back soon....seems like I just want to travel everywhere around the world :(


Next up USA in 89 days....Wooooo hooo I can't wait :)


xoxo

NZ calling again.....

Woke up today feeling that I miss NZ too much! Should I go in December for Christmas? Hmmmm...



I'm so tempted.




 :(

Grow the F*#@ up!

Whatever happen happened in the past! By letting yourself in this state or having some phobias will only fuck up your next relationship! Being a commitment phobic is one thing but being a charmer and sweet talking girls into falling for you and then after leaving them hanging like this is simply NOT cool.


All I can say is move on and let it go! Don't keep this inside. It will eventually eat you up someday!



It's not like everyday you meet an awesome and perfect girl for you......



Oh well, it's your loss! What can I say?


You will grow old being lonely and by then it will be too late! I'm sorry buddy!