Home sweet home

Everytime you say "I miss you too" my heart melts!

The jetlagged

What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring
It's gettin’ lonely livin’ upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin' me crazy

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged

What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I've been keepin' busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin' to figure out the time zones makin’ me crazy

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jet lagged

I miss you so bad [x5]
I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising
I miss you so bad
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.

You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged
Is so jetlagged

Missing you every single day


Xoxo

MIA

Run away with my love....



Run away with my heart!!!



Xoxo

You've got mail

On vacation in Italy but my heart is simply not here with me! I lost it to a different continent!

Xoxo

International Love

"U need my spontaneous self to balance u out" ...LOL!

I guess at times I need to loosen up and not be so rigid in life! 

You only live once baby~~~ go for it! 

Perhaps we do make a good balance together :)

Thinking of you

It hurts to see you sick and in so much pain!

Happy Birthday from the land of char kuey teow  :)

Get well soon!

xoxo

Durians, char kuey teow & tigersssss

Good things come to those who wait!!


Glad you came
The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

I'm glad you came
So glad you came
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

The land of Jack Daniels

Apparently partying till the wee hours of 4am is not normal behaviour!!! Says who? Says my dad~~~~

Had an awesome & fun filled weekend..

and yes I enjoy babysitting!!!

Besides, Expendables 2 was amazing and funny at the same time!!!

We only live once...therefore enjoy while we can :)

Wild one

It was an awesome Friday celebrating Aida's birthday at the Castle - Healey Mac's - Sheraton and lastly Desire! Wow...club hopping could never be more fun than this especially if you party with the right group of friends :)

The crazies @ The Castle

Aeen-a is too adorable

Aida was trying to introduce my left booby to everyone :)

Nice shot of me and Aeen :)

The highlight of the night! Imported male strippers all the way from Italy and Russia..Oohhhlala!

Parties babeh!!!

The happening parties which I've been attending for the past few months! Mostly farewells and BBQs. These are the most awesome people whom I've got to know for the past few months and sadly people come and go and more often than not it's always saying goodbye which is the hardest part. Awesome people, fantastic parties and great drinks guys xoxo

Luca's "I'm sexy and I know it" birthday party

My favourite favourite couple and people in the whole wide word!! Love you guys so much and YES we will have a reunion with the boys in Switzerland ya!!! :)

The craziest bunch of people but yet the most awesome friends!

One crazy night out @ ZOUK

BBQ friends @ Havana partying!!!

Ochoa, Michele, Patrina, Thomas and me at Ricardo's BBQ Party

My dearest Rachel and me @ Vasily's BBQ

It was a pool party for BOYS!!! I got thrown into the pool too :)

Biggest Mojito ever~~~

(L-R) Opium Persian Mafia, Koi fish fake DVD Mafia, Jesus Mafia, random, fried tomato, and cotton hindi Mafia =D

Meagan dearest's Birthday dinner

2 beauties with Ali

Fabi, Aeen-a and me @ Natalie's

Future rave party with Sasha, Fadz and Aimee

Kenny & Arichi's Farewell Party at Rootz...

BBQ gang @ Ricardo's place

In a nut shell, “Our true friends are those who are with us when the good things happen. They cheer us on and are pleased by our triumphs. False friends only appear at difficult times, with their sad, supportive faces, when, in fact, our suffering is serving to console them for their miserable lives.” - Paulo Coelho, The Zahir -

Flying high

Lulu showing off his awesome skills in using the chopsticks!

Perfect night! Din Tai Fung was awesome and Spiderman 3D was beyond words! Superb dinner :) oh not mentioning the after party of the superb night---- ZOUKKKK!

The Italian Charm

Lulu: Noooooooo Mattia is having the last pork rib! Damn it!

Well, I couldn't resist myself from putting up this pic! Lulu's expression is insanely priceless coupled with Mattia's cheeky face....This picture could easily win "Malaysia's funniest picture of the century"!!! Ahhhh my Italian boys!!! I love you guys heaps. What would life be without you both monkeys...LOL

Green Fairy

Saying goodbye is always the hardest thing to do! Thank you for all the memories and keep in touch! Have fun and all the best in Russia. You will be missed :) You suck big time :-P

Mr. know it all

Well, happy bday to that bast*rd

-Anonymous-


He just makes my day every morning!!! :)))

Nooooo Silly.....

"God puts people in our lives for a reason"

 -Anonymous-

 #Imsurehedoes

The dying flame...

I find writing or blogging very therapeutic but i'll only do it when ever I feel like it. So much has been going on recently! I've finally graduated and when I thought that my life will be moving on to the next level, think again coz another part of my life is crashing like the 9/11 World Trade Centre in NY!



6 years of relationship with a person whom you've shared your life with is a long long time and not an easy one to give up on too. Perhaps the distance, perhaps the miscommunications, perhaps anything! I wonder what went wrong?? Right now we are just having some time out and not sure of what the status of the relationship is I decided to call the shots. I'm going to NZ! Yes...I mean it! I don't know when but I'll be going! Ha! What a decision to make. I've been contemplating to go or not for a long long time and recently a church member of mine saw me and something that she said left a very big impact on me. This is what she said :"Vera, you are a very talented young girl, more than you know actually! You will succeed anywhere you are. Just pursue your heart's desire. What is STOPING you from going to NZ?? Wow! This sentence just hit me straight to the head like a slap on the face. What is really stoping me from going over JUST now. I always thought that I'll have to advance in my career first then maybe only go over after 2 years. S0 many thoughts running through my head. How am I going to leave everything here? My parents, my life, my friends, my career?



My heart's desire is to be with you. Yes you! The one and only love of my life.



Dear God, let me find peace in you and when I feel that deep sense of peace, I'll know that is the best decision! :)



Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid. The lord, the lord himself, is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation." - Isaiah 12:2

Iphones, exams & sheeps....

I'm kinda stressed up thinking why am I not stress at all for this coming exams? Is it because I've done this crap for the past 4 years and we are just immune to the feeling of anxiety or is it because I have quite many days in between papers to study??


Arggggg.....Stress tak habis-habis!!! Left only 16 days to exams!!!


Watched Red Riding Hood, Source code & World Invasion Battle Los Angeles recently!! All good except red riding hood which was predictable as the director is the same as Twilight. the wolfe in the show is human by day and wolfe by night...this is so Jacob (OMG)!!!


I just turned 25 last week!!! I'm freaking out at the fact I'm a quarter of a century. I feel very much ready to have kids..such weird feeling. Guess it's the hormones playing up! Yes it's true I can't wait to be a mummy. By just looking at Marc's pictures every day makes me smile so I think it's time J makes his move *wink*

Till then...EXAMS!!!!!

Books, eating and hills...

Started studying at the library today...I guess I had to start some where and once the engine has started it won't stop! The new college library is awesome. However, there are some set backs such as the noise and the distraction from outside. The college should install blinds and also sound proof doors and windows!

I hope tomorrow would be a better and fruitful day! More productive too...


Better stop talking too:)


Must at least finish my notes on Matrimonial Causes Act and Family Law Act in divorces by tomorrow.. MUST!


Friday would be exciting as a group of friends from college including me would be climbing up Broga hill in Semenyih! Gotta wake up at 5am so that we can hike up Broga hill in time for sunrise :)

*Sweat*

3 options :

1)Telephone
2)Webcam
3)Email

Can you beat it! James asked me to chose one of these 3 options as to how I would want him to propose to me!!! We were just joking on the phone and I asked him to think of a romantic proposal in which he would propose to me and he cheekily came out with these 3 option =_="...


Guess this guy only speaks IT language...sigh!!! LOL!

Time for mugging

Gotta start studying...That is what I tell myself EVERYDAY!!! I have exactly 3 months till exams and I personally think I'm already running out of time. Sigh...Why do I feel so lazy everytime the thought of studying comes to mind? I can't go on like this...It's time!


Yet another Valentine's Day without you :(



Lalalalala...I'm waiting for my iPhone 4 *Grins*

19 weeks and counting!!!!

We have officially 19 weeks to our LLB final exams! I can't believe I'm actually counting. Reason being so is because I'm counting down to the time I meet James so might as well think of my exams as I have to study and sit for my exams even before I fly to NZ to see him.

2011 is going to be yet another better year than 2010 for in Hebrew 11:40 it is said that God gad planned something better for us so that only together with us would they be made perfect! Amen!

I'm so looking forward to the great things planned out for me this year. I'm finally graduating and I'm so looking forward to my NZ trip to visit James and also the Thailand trip with the girls :)

Besides, I've also been givent the task to organise my cell group annual trip in September. I can't wait for all the holidays...gonna really burn a big hole in my pocket for all these trips :( I'm already starting to save!

On a lighter note, I'm kinda addicted to the smurf game on my ipod touch. It all started when Carol said that she was hooked so I was curious and decided to download the game. Nothing special bout the game just that it is something like farmville which requires us to harvest berries in order to gain points..*duh*

2011 will be a great year!!!!

My lucky charm

If you were a charm,
I'll hang you on my charm bracelet.
I'll wear you on my wrist daily,
I'll carry you every where I go,
This will remind me of you all day,
I'll be able to see you all the time!

If only you were a charm,
I'll carry you round and cherish you deeply,
I'll make sure that you are close to my heart,
I'll be able to touch and hold you tightly.

If only you were my lucky charm!!!!!


It's been just over 4 months since you left....
Oh, I can't wait till the day I meet you again ( 6 more months) :(
I just wish you were here!


Ps:// I heart You heaps!!!! XOXOXO

Pandora my love

I'm touched by the very essence of the content writen in this card

Yay! Finally received my x'mas presents from James. I'm overwhelmed and beyond words! I don't even know how to feel. I'm just too surprised! I thought he send my pressie earlier in the month but he actually only fedex it last Friday and it was a pleasant suprised when I received it Monday morning. First, he said he sent it to my aunt's address then he said it was to my house in Melaka. He actually planned the whole suprise to a whole new level when I got the package while at work. *Screams with exitement*  

Pandora Charm Bracelet
1) Evil eye charm - First evil eye bracelet from Turkey that James gave me

I love how James is so thoughtful! He actually gave so much thought when buying this gift. Accroding to him, every charm represents significant events for all the time we've been together. *Cries*.

Mini 14crt gold with 0.05 carat diamond cross charm
2) Cross pendant - First cross swarovski from James

3)Book & 4) mortar hat charm - pre graduation pressie :)

Sorry peeps...Not very clear
5) Chimpanze charm - Our first outing to the zoo & James was born in the year of the Moneky
6) Aeroplane charm - James travels alot so it reminds me of him

The whole set :)

14crt gold with 0.5 carat diamond studded cross pendant

Wow.."Love" his wrapping.LOL! I'm loving the charm bracelet =)

Darling, I'm blessed to have you.

My best friend,
My partner,
My hope,
My joy!

Wishing everyone a very blessed Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

The only exception

The Only exception!
(Glee version)

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
Paramore The Only Exception lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/paramore-the-only-exception-lyrics.html

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing


Recently I've become a GLEEK and I find some of their version of songs are so much better than the original ones. I love this version of The Only Execption sang by Racheal in Glee.


Everytime I hear this song it reminds me of YOU. By this Christmas, it will be 4 months since you left for NZ. I can't wait for JUNE! I really can't. Can I just fast forward time? Please God! Plwease...........

Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppp!!!!

*Yeh*....It's done! My ticket to NZ is finalised thanks to James. I'm glad that now Air Asia flies to Christchurch, NZ. The only set back is I will have to get a connecting flight to Auckland. Not a biggie but I would have preferred to fly directly into Auckland. The only reason I chose to fly Air Asia was because It was amazingly cheap and also wanted to save some money for James. All in ticket inclusive of meals, 25kg luggage, pre-booked sit with extra leg space and the comfort kit cost only RM968! Ain't that ridiculously cheap?

I really can't wait to see James! I'm so excited *grinning*. This coming trip will be my 3rd trip to NZ. The first was summer 2008, second was winter 2009 and my coming trip will be winter 2011. I've decided to stay for almost 5 weeks this round. My reasons are that I just want to spend real quality time with James and also to visit Lissa and baby. =)

I can't believe we are already in December! This would be my last month at work and I will definitely miss my colleagues. However, comes January I would be back studying as a full-time student. Exams will be start on 11th May and my last will be on the 31st then off I go to Sheep land.

Ps:// I'm all set baby!

Mortar boards flew into the air

Congratulations to all Brickfields LLB graduates! I'm extremely happy for you guys :) I can't wait to graduate next year with Mun. I REALLY can't wait :) Mun, time will fly and by then it will be our turn to throw our mortar boards to the air.

Our turn shall come..............

Personally, graduation is a time for me to have a sense of achievement. To feel that all the hard work we put in all these years are well paid off. It will be the best part of my life for my parents to witness this proud moment of my life. To see me walk down the aisle and go up stage to receive my scroll*empty at time of receiving*. It will also mean alot to me if James could make it back for my graduation. I always teased him that besides my wedding and proposal, probably my graduation will be the ONLY few occassions that I would receive flowers from him. It's not only for the flowers, I just want my love ones to witness my proudest moment of my life and what more to ask then for my boyfriend to be present. *Fingers cross*

Now, I'm super excited about my Christmas present from James. :) It is meant to be a BIG suprise according to him but he has been enticing me and keeps hinting to me what is it. Ie: Can open and close, has nine parts, like this like that...For sure he is not that good at keeping secrets and surpises. Hehe! Anyway, I can't wait but for now I don't know what to buy for a guy who has basically everything and also that has REALLY expensive taste :(...

Any ideas?

Better than any other Christmas!!

I'm very blessed to have you in my life & I can't ask for anyone better than you. You're the very special someone that no one could replace because you make my world a very happy place. A BIG hug and kiss for being the most wonderful bf ever! XOXO

Ps:// I love you and miss you very much!

Under my Umbrella..ella...ella

Singing in the rain



This is like the best song and episode ever of Glee Season2. Blame it on my cousin...I'm officially a GLEEK!!! This song really brings the original Singing in the rain by Gene Kelly from the musical Singing in the Rain to a whole new level. Simply jaw dropping!!! Love the fact they brought in Gwyneth Paltrow into Glee to co-sing with Mr. Shoe. They shoud like totally hook up but unfortunately neh....no sparks flying in the air! The choreography for the whole dance was just awesome not to mention though the whole theme was in black and white and yet they even incorporated the yellow umbrella which makes both Mr. Shoe and Gwyneth look so sexy under it. Hmmmm...I'm loving it!!!

Miss Dior Cherie!!!!

Dad just told me that he bougt me a Miss Dior Green Cherie perfume from Langkawi Duty free aiport as my Christmas pressie :) Yeah!! Another one to add to my collection of my Dior Jadore Perfume, CK summer and DKNY apple (Broken) :( .

I heart Dior & Dad

I'm sure you guys know that Miss Dior Cherie Eau De Toilette 2010 (PINK) is a new fragrance from Christine Dior. The  fresh and elegant floral-chypre pink cherie aims at younger women who enjoy freedom and independence. Transparent notes of freesia and lily of the valley start this spring, feminine composition which lines up accords of jasmine, orange blossom and tuberose.

However, dad bought me last year's Spring Miss Dior Cherie L'Eau Eau De Toilette Spray 50ml/1.7oz

• Embraces you with floral, fruity & gourmand notes
• Joyful, delicious, refreshing & comfortable to wear
• Starts with Bigarade orange, fruity notes
• Continues with gardenia, floral notes
• Dry down to notes of white musk, patchouli, caramel, dry woods

FYI:
Miss Dior Cherie editions:
Miss Dior Cherie EDP 2005,
Miss Dior Cherie EDT 2007,
Miss Dior Cherie Eau de Printemps 2008,
Miss Dior Cherie Blooming Bouquet 2008,
Miss Dior Cherie L'Eau 2009.
Miss Dior Cherie Eau De Toilette 2010 

Reasoning from Dad fro buying MDC L'Eau was because it smells fresh and it is more "ME" rather than this year's MDC which leans towards the floral and fruity side. Haha..


Thanks DAD!!!



*Thanks darling for the Kathmandu bag too*



Big hugs and kisses to dad and darling.

Have you ever really loved a "Man"

My all time favourite love song is Have you ever really loved a woman by Bryan Adams!! I practically love all his song i.e: Summer of 69, please forgive me, straight from the heart and etc. Really good old songs from the 90's :)

Anyway, had a really good half an hour conversation with darling on the phone. Felt so good just chatting with him :) It feels like just yesterday when he left for NZ but to think about it how time flies as it is almost 3 months already. I'm surpised that I've lasted that long. :( I've got another 7 months plus before we meet but somehow I feel the days to meeting him is getting so close. I can just feel it :)

He promised that this year will be the last time we will ever be apart. He is tyring to make me happy coz I know for a fact it will not happen. I still gotta do my CLP and chamber once I finish my basic law degree. I probably will need another 2 years or more before I am considered a full fledge lawyer. It is unlikely that he will be base in Malaysia anymore except for short holidays so looks like we will need to stick it out for another 2 years being apart :(

How do you know if he/she is the one? Somehow I just know! Love was just made for you and me. Darling, the days are long and I can't stop thinking bout you every second. I know you feel the same way too. We just have to stick it through and have faith that everything will work out just fine.

****Family law is killing me softly ****

Thailand "Backpacking" Trip

Oh I can't wait for next year!!! I will be finally graduating and will be taking the opportunity to go on my well deserved holiday :)

July - August (1 month) - Will be flying to NZ to meet my darling and then traveling down to the South Island visiting Lisa and baby! *Hope Carol will be able to join me then we shall have a road trip all over NZ :)

 
September 6 - 13 - Me and my bunch of girlfriends from school days would be going on a backpacking trip to Thailand. Not literally backpacking but will be traveling to a few places in Thailand. Our plan for now is to take a train all the way to Hat Yai and stay for a few days then head on to Bangkok via train or bus. From there we would be using Bangkok as a hub and take day tours to Ayutthaya (Ancient City), Kanchanaburi (Border to Myanmar) and etc. I would love to go to the beaches as well :) The real reason why we wanted to take the train to Thailand is because it's an experience we would never do once we start working and why not? I think it would be so much fun. I seriously can't wait :) We knew we would be shopping loads so we decided to fly back via Air Asia. It was really timely for Air Asia to have their annual RM0 fare tickets...We managed to get Bangkok-KL (One way ticket) for only RM156. Oh happiness :) Thanks to Carol and Ita!


Next year seems like a long time more but before I can go on any holiday, will need to start mugging on my books and pass the exams first :(


I miss you so much that I can literally cry *sobz sobz*

Emotional Coma

I'm missing you badly :(





I'm incapable of structuring my thoughts as how to describe the feeling of missing you. I'm only capable of only using word but sometimes words just don't do justice to how a person is feeling!





Another 8 months to go....That seems pretty long at this moment. I guess that will just do for now...Counting down the day till we meet again :)




Por que? Tenho muito saudades de voce. Grande Beijos e abracos. XOxoxxoXO

5 years & 1 month

Well....I'm not kiasu in counting the days, months and years I've been with him. I know my previous post I said that what's the point in counting when you know that we will be together forever. Yeah , I know I said that but I can't help but to feel that Wow...we've been together for so long already.. 5 years!!! Looking back , time really flies! :)


So now it's the 5th year...8th year then 20th year and so on......





“Grow old along with me! The best is yet to be, the last of life, for which the first was made. Our times are in his hand who saith, 'A whole I planned, youth shows but half; Trust God: See all, nor be afraid!'”
-Robert Browning-

The little black dress

I bought a dress!!!! A black one to say. I'm never a black person...I've always bought clothes in other colours and not black! I was at little black book, Hartamas and came across a black dress and the design was superb. It is seldom that you come across an empire line little black dress nowadays. I loved it so much but I didn't have black in mind. I immediately asked the salesgirl if she had some other colour other than black..sadly I was so disappointed when she said NO! Nevertheless, I tried on the dress. Syazmeen was quite insistent that I buy the dress as it really fitted me nicely. Wow!!! I can't believe I could fit into an M size....*grinning*. Thanks to the diet :) However, I'm still not too happy bout my *Butt*. More exercise needed but I think it will be quite hard to have a smaller butt as I come from a family of big butt and big thighs genes. The price wasn't that bad. It was reasonable..only RM39.90.


The rest is history. I finally bought the dress. You know the saying that every girls closet has to have a black dress? I actually do own a black dress but it's a long one so I decided why not just get a knee lenght black dress this time...Yeah!!! I got a dress to wear for the PRCAM dinner at MO :)

Hollywood diet

I've been just sipping juice and drinking cabbage soup through out the whole week and I've lost 2kg so far :)


This is happiness yet crazy!!! I need to go back to an average of 55kg. 2 kg more then toning up!


Yes..I need to be able to fit into my dresses again ^_^


It's a torture to go on a diet but for the sake of beauty, we girls would do anything..

Baby can I hold you

Baby can I hold you
"i'm sorry,"
It's all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like "sorry" (like "sorry"..like "sorry"..)
"forgive me,"
Is all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like "forgive me" ("forgive me"..."forgive me"..)
Forgive me..

But you can say, baby
Baby can I hold you tonight?
Baby, if I told you the right words
Oooh, at the right time
You'll be mine

I love you
Is all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily (words don't come easily..)
Like "i love you", I love you..

But you can say, baby
Baby can I hold you tonight?
Baby, if I told you the right words
Oooh, at the right time
You'll be mine

(baby can I hold you...)
But you can say, baby
Baby can I hold you tonight?
Baby, if I told you the right words
Oooh, at the right time
You'll be mine

(baby, if I hold you..)
(baby, can I hold you..) you'll be mine..
(baby if I told you..)
(baby, can I hold you..)
You'll be mine..
(baby if I told you..)
Baby, can I hold you.

Ps:// Baby you can't just choose one, if you want both, then you have to learn how to balance out your time coz I miss you too much! I will not make you choose...Ultimately it's your choice but just so you know, I'm here!

Awessssooooomenessssss!

I think this guy really has alot of talent! I admire people like this. At first, I thought this will be the typical ABC who doesn't know Chinese but I was so impressed by his cover of Lee Hom's song. Can't have enough of his songs now...I'm so addicted to Jason Chen :). He is such a heart breaker!

Now...I too have to find what is my hidden talent!

Cheat my feelings

I've recently come to realize that you can never put your hopes and expectation on someone so much becasue there will come a time that you will feel disappointed if that expectation is not met. We can only trust in God because our heavenly father will never ever fail us..Just believe and pray!

It's been a week that I'm feeling down. I know I should never let my emotions be affected by others and yet this is happening to me becasue it really matters to me esp when it has got to do with someone you love and care very much for. You asked me to understand and think about your feelings. I'm proud to say that I've changed alot and been more understanding and considerate. Since you wished for me to see things from your point of view, have you ever thought about my feelings? I'm all alone here without you. I only asked for you to call me or the very least text me once in a day. I think it is only fair we make compromises. Don't you think it's fair? I've gone through alot lately and been thinking hard about our relationship. If you can't even give me 5 minutes of your time in a day, then do you even have the time to spend the rest of your life with me?

I'm a girl, I'm a beautiful one, I'm smart, I'm funny, I'm loving and most of all I'm your gf. I'm nothing close to being irritating, disturbing or a bugging gf . If you see or feel this as who I am then you don't know how to appreciate me for who I am. No one loves you more than I do..*exclusion clause..your MUM, DAD & GOD*. All I'm asking is to treat me better, with respect and love. I just need reassurances from you. It makes a different because you are so far away. I only want you to have some form of communication with me. Don't forget, my only way of communication with you is by phone. I can't swim or fly to NZ anytime to see you. My way of "lepas rindu" is to only talk to YOU and when I say YOU means a proper reciprocal conversation. Not just you listening to me talk. At times, It's nice to have someone be concern and ask how was my day and just to see how I am...It would be nice:)