Surprise Surprise

Birthday definitely came early...I think I am officially making it an all month long - APRIL celebration!!!

So present #1 - mum gave me a pair of turquoise earrings on 28th March which I LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

Ok and I thought the first pressie would be coming all the way from US.


Wait...wait...let me back track slightly!

26th March 2014
Z: Got you an early bday present it'll be there before the 19th

V: Yay!! haha I'm so excited now!!

V: U rmb my bd :))

Z: Haha Yes I do!


....few days later after mum gave me her present


28th March 2014

Z: Maybe your present will be in next week u may need it for your actual bd lol!

V: Ur making me so curious now

Z: Haha it isnt that cool however very practical. It may have sentimental appreciation.

....*so I'm thinking why is he so efficient for the first time and seem more excited about it*..then....

V: Haha guess momma beat u to it :)

Z: Haha mines better

V: Haha I'm pretty sure it is much better.

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V: Need to talk to you...viber date!

Z: Ok deal! When?

V: Tuesday when I get back from Phuket...

Z: Havent talked to you in a long time...

V: Excited!! I'll see you real soon "Optimistic much" Haha.


Monday came and I was heading towards KL Central to meet Pin for dinner!! She seemed so excited to meet me that day...even played the guilty card on me saying if I can't meet her that night, she would only see me after she comes back from her vaca the following night....

I was pretty pumped up taking the ERL all the way to KL central and then there HE was at the ERL exit with Pin!!! OMG i swear to GOD I thought I was seeing double or perhaps because of exhaustion I was imagining things...

............but NO.....Zack was standing next to Pin and surprise surprise!!! I was SPEECHLESS....these 2 monkeys played it all well. Generally, it's really hard to keep anything from me and for them to come up with this PLAN and executed it so well...they really got me!!

and there he was talking bout viber date, me getting my pressie early...ahhhhh the puzzle is solved!! So sneaky!!

It was the best birthday surprise ever!!! Seriously.....it was such a sweet gesture from the bestie to come all the way to Malaysia from US and all in all for only 6 days!!

Ahhhh it still feels so SURREAL that he came. Well, best memories in 2014 esp for the birthday girl...I deserve to be HAPPY! Haha... *I'm blessed to have 2 besties in my life that would do anything for me*.....

Thank you y'all xoxo............

We are good at not being very sober...cheers to more tequila shots!!

Bananas......

Z: I think Define needs a security guard on duty at all times :)

V: Why is that so?

Z: Cause expansion means added security

V: LOL

Z: One of those luxuries that's needed lol..

V: oh yeah...like times when I work till 12am..hmmm you got a point

Z: See lol

V: Shall convey that to the boss :p

Z: Haha yes you should

V: and what kind of security guard are you thinking of? Hmmm say US Army trained?

Z: Aha definitely so!!!



This whole entire convo just cracks me up every time I read it over again and again.

Y U so Fannneeehhh?

................................ I'm so speechless............................................................


#lifeofhavingfunnyfriends

 

Because of You

The thought of you being so far away kills me all the time. I do think of you and miss you every second of the day! Oh why why why??


Life is such and I just have to suck it up I guess!!!



Ya allah tuhan ku.... just kill me now...RIGHT now!!



#thankyouforbeingthebestfriendever

pilf

Sometimes words are better left unspoken!!!

Hyperventilation

Hyperventilation is rapid or deep breathing that can occur with anxiety or panic. It is also called overbreathing, and may leave you feeling breathless.


Panic Attack at its best!!!


 

Love of my life!!!

Only you, you & you!!! You will always be the love of my life...the key to my heart!!!

 

Wander lust!!!

One day I will find a traveling job....and travel 365 days of the year!! Yay!!!!

On the other hand, I do miss him but I don't normally talk about it..sooooo

I sorta quit drinking beer for now and let's see how long that would last :)

Happy New Year - 2014

 Wrote this on fb so I thought I'd share it here!

Looking back at all that 2013 has given me.... I can only say that it was truly an awesome awesome year that even words cannot describe how great it was! Tho at times it was challenging but overall it was a good year!! I sincerely thank the good Lord for all that I have today!

2013 gave me the opportunity to be promoted at work. All the hard work paid off and I'm truly blessed to have such awesome colleagues and bosses to back me at work.. Go Go Definers!!!

2013 introduced me to few wonderful people in my life that I did not even envision that would change my life these much and become so important to me! To Robin Luke Thomas,and Aben Samuel, thank you for staying in my life and being there for me throughout all my ups and down. You guys rock my world totally!

2013 blessed me with such an agel of a friend and an awesome travel partner to US! We might not have agreed on certain things but overall it was an incredible trip! Amanda sweetie...remember how we got close 1 year ago during New Year's eve party? Happy 1 year friendship anniversary ♥♥

2013 has also shown me an ever supporting & loving family and friends! Special shout out to Pin Tan, Zack Flippin and Mellissa Lee for sticking by me, my crazy self, my emotional moments and my stalking ways!! Lol.. I would have totally drown and gone insane if not for you guys that are always there listening to my rants and also putting up with my funny idiosyncrasies! Heart you all very much!! Best besties ever ♥♥

and to all friends and family not mentioned above, I am truly grateful for your friendship and how you have touched and blessed my life! I'm sure yall know who you are

2013 is ending today but fear not, let us go and make better and greater memories in 2014. I truly believe it will be an even better year!! I have no doubt!

Happy New Year everyone ♥♥♥


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So I had a quiet new year but it's not where or how we do it but who you do it with!!! It was a nice dinner with Pin & Katelyn and watching the fireworks at KLCC!!! To top the cherry of the night... I received a viber phone call from the other bestie all the way from US to wish me Happy New Year!! The year couldn't end any better :) I'm so grateful I have these people that hearts me lots!!


I simply can't wait for the adventures that awaits me in 2014 :)))

 

Mi Manchi

Can't believe it's 5 months since the ultimate US trip!!! Time does fly doesn't it? :(

Bridesmaid for Amy's wedding!!! We certainly had a ball :)) I had fun!!


It's the end of the year again and I feel I need yet another holiday....life is just too short to not enjoy right??


Christmas present for bestie 1 settled.....now what to buy for bestie 2??? Aiyoooo problem!!!!

This is why I do what i do

Been feeling a little troubled lately. actually to be precise since yesterday morning.



The heart seems to be playing tricks with me. Something I read made me realise why am I doing what I do...*LOVING* you.I only want you to be happy and if you are then it's time I take a step back and let you go



Time to move on babeh....




By the way, I'm so excited I finally managed to buy my very first car, a Honda Jazz Hybrid!!!! *Screams in excitement*



Yay!!!!!



Can't wait to see my baby next month :)))

O.M.G

I love my best friends and you know who you are :)))

Love ya!! muakz muakz


xoxo



xoxo

One Word

“As my sufferings mounted I soon realized that there were two ways in which I could respond to my situation -- either to react with bitterness or seek to transform the suffering into a creative force. I decided to follow the latter course.”

Martin Luther King Jr.


One word.......FORGIVE

loving life

This is the life I chose and therefore I will live this life to the fullest!!!!



It's almost 2 years now and strangely these has been the 2 best years of my life and I can't describe how much I've learned, discovered and also loved myself more than I've ever asked for.



In these 2 years, I've realised how big my heart is and at times I slipped and give my heart away to easily and too quick for my own good so much so getting hurt is ultimately unavoidable.



I've heard people saying that there will always be that someone that you will always love and have a soft spot for. I never believed in that until it finally happened to me. This person means the world to me and at times I wonder what would I do without him??



Oh....here comes the weekend!!! I'm uber excited to meet mua bestie....can't wait, can't wait!!!!

Explore. Dream . Discover

I wanna fly away and discover the world...I wanna be a wanderer....The world has no limits and I can achieve all this by exploring the world!!!!


I need a holiday BADLY....yes another holiday again!!!



Life is too short...enjoyment brings longevity!!!


Hearts everyone ....

VeraT

I have a new name.,...apparently it's the hip version of my name..


Only a bestie can give me weird names like this...:)

Simply in love!!

Swallow Tatts simply represents freedom, love and hope!!! Something very like me!!! Next??? Hmmmm......

My best friend's Wedding

Drinking much? Haha

A big shout out to this boy... Happy Birthday old man! A year older and wiser :) 26 is the year to finally learn to grow up. Glad you went back to studies...I'm proud of ya!


Sending my one long-distance hug....


Miss and love ya lots!!!


"best bff ever" - i know i am :)


xoxo

Monday blues

Memory Mondays, Throwback Thursdays and Flashback Fridays......Ahhhh good times!!!!

Crazy times...

Train concert 1 year ago...

Bali Bali Bali.....I can't wait!!! Besties forever :)

Post holiday blues

-To Travel is to Live-

Traveling is like an addiction to me. It's like a cure to all sadness in the world.


Travel is the only thing you buy that makes you richer...*so true*


Anyways, I have a bunch of pictures from my recent  US trip but I would like to share a few which would probably sum up my whole 2 weeks adventure. It was swell and wicked!


Met up with good friends, made new ones and also probably found my true self along the way.

Soldier boy goes  - "Ms. Tay, are you doing alright?" every single time I put my glass down. We were bushwacked, fireballed and etc. What a night!

 

Santa Monica Pier - reminds me of Private Practice

My poor Elvis all chained up along Broadway in Nashville

Gorgeous Belagio in Las Vegas all lit up at night!

Hollywood Walk of Fame with Tim Mcgraw

More wine please! Best tour ever to Napa Wine Valley

Another past time activity which all Americans go to - Baseball game!

My dearest dearest friends since we were standard 1

Perfect sum up of the epic trip!

Heart on wings

It's 9 days to the land of free!



But.........



I cannot help but to feel anxious about it! I was very excited but I guess as the days come nearer, I'm feeling more nervous.



What if I don't get to see him?



:(



*finger crossed*

Extraordinary Human

Woo hoo.....#27 days to USA!!!!


The Venetian Hotel Las Vegas ----- I can't wait :)


Travel in style and in luxury!


American Baseball game --- Badgers vs Giants ( Oh I so can't wait) *excited much*


It will be epic - I'm pretty sure it will be!!!!!




xx

Are you ok?

I've been struggling with a lot lately! I don't know what I should do or say....



The myriad of emotions I'm going through is just crazy!




I have to be strong for my friends! I cannot be weak and yet at times I just breakdown because I am only human and I too need someone to be there for me!


Countdown #40 days to US!


It's not a dream anymore....it's real!


xx