Tuesday, January 22, 2013

I dreamed a dream

ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!




Yes we will!!!!!




Oh I can't wait!




Counting down 164 days~~~~






Tuesday, January 15, 2013

What you gonna do??

Marini's on 57....spectacular view :)




Who wakes you when the morning comes?
Who calls you every late night?
Who comforts you when you're in need?
And who always tries to treat you right?

Who gives you all he has to give?
And who would dedicate his heart to you?
Who fulfills all his promises?
And who sees the good in you?

Tell me, what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And who's gonna love you when you're all alone?

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Yeah, what you gonna do when I'm gone?

I just wanna know

Who cries knowing you don't care?
And who worries what the future holds?
Who fears the road ahead?
And whose heart is turning into stone?

Who prays for your safe return?
And who misses you when you're away?
Who's tired of empty promises?
And who's tired of all the games you play?

Tell me, what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And whose gonna love you when you're all alone?

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?

I just wanna know
What you gonna do, what you're gonna do
when I'm, when I'm gone

Tell me what you gonna do

Woah Oh Woah Oh

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, and where you gonna go when there's nobody home?
And who's gonna love you when you're all alone?
When you're all alone

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?
Oh, what you gonna do when I'm gone?

I just wanna know
When I'm gone

When there's no one home
And you're all alone
Will you be just fine on your own?
Or will you cry when I'm gone?

I wanna know
I wanna know

Oohmm

(What you gonna do when I'm gone?)

Tell me what you gonna do when I'm gone?

Monday, January 14, 2013

What were we trying to do? I totally have no memory...

My lovely lovely gorgeous girls...muaaaaa

Self praise is no praise but I look amazing in this pic..LOL!


Drunken much? Just full of character :)

Brazilian BBQ King...Caio we will miss ya so much. Perhaps a trip to Papua New Guinea for a visit!!

 
Simply love this pic! Amanda you are gorgeous :)

Asnie, you are amazing and I love ya xx




There's always a plus point for being gorgeous! Met some Polish tourists last night at La Boca and we were the centre of attention :) Oh not to forget free round of Tequila Shots from them :) ....wait there's more....La Boca also gave us free rounds of Caipirinha shots and Brazilian Flag shots!!!!



Last night was just awesome! Who says girls can't have fun without the guys....xxx



I have the most amazing girls around and I'm so so blessed and I love you all very much!! xx

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Monday, January 07, 2013

Pain of reality

He was never mine to lose
Why regret what cannot be?
These are words he'll never say
Not to me...
Not to me...
Not to me...

His heart full of love
He will never feel this way...



Reality killssssss

Whiskey love

This 4 letter word drives me crazzzzyyyyyy!


However this insanity is what drives me everyday.







Saturday, January 05, 2013

Not giving in

I don't text doesn't mean I don't care....


Well....you've been MIA too...



oh......



well......
There's only so much a sweet, bright and cheerful me can take!



 March- Phuket here I come :)



excited.can't wait.work.holiday.super fun.

Thursday, January 03, 2013

If tomorrow never comes

The girls :)



law graduates. pretty girls. college mates. awesome friends. beautiful bride.


Every time I'm down I think how blessed I am to have really AMAZING friends around me and that perks me up!


So finally one of us got hitched! I'm uber excited about our hen's night end of this year in BANGKOK! I hope plans will still be the same as planned!


Pacific Highway 1
  

For now I can't wait for the above trip....Working towards making it a dream come true :)


2013 pretty pretty please be nice to me!!!!


xoxo

Wednesday, January 02, 2013

Screw you


I was naive! What made me think I was wise and that you were the one for me! I was so sure~~


The most upsetting thing is I didn't even get the truth from you for breaking up with me..You created some lie that you wanted to concentrate on studies. What utter bullshit! Here you breakup with me there you are out with some China Bitch!!!!


I guess some things in life are just best left unknown! However, I tend to wonder at times what happened and what went wrong?


To whom it may concern, he is not who you think he is! He is a conman and he is the world's best liar ever! At times I pity you for dating him and not knowing the truth about this guy you are going out with. He is only dating you for one reason but of course you are too naive to know that or to believe it. But of course as the saying goes, "even ugly people need people to love" or "there's always a person made for another". I can only watch from a far the disaster and the suffering you may suffer and go through in the future. My sincere sympathies are with you.


I'm so happy I am finally free from you. You have no idea how that feels. As of 2013, as someone told me this" You are so much brighter and cheerful these days"...YES I am :)


May this year be a year of maturity, growth and also happiness! I know I have a long journey and bright road ahead of me and I'm so looking forward to it. I love my job so much and can't wait for USA in July!!! SF, LV and TN awaits me <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">


Day 1 of not texting........ACHIEVED!!! Woohooo....The ball is in my court now! Ok ok let's not get ahead of myself. This is only day 1....let's see about tmr!



Quote of the year: Love is Messy.......
 Life is short. Kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly!


 



Enough

Exactly what I am feeling right now!!! At times I just feel I'm trying too hard. Letting go is hard. It's easier said than done!


 Day 1 of not texting.....Let's see how long I can go on like this :)


 Damn! I hate being me now.....


Gahhhhhhh